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    Really scared.

    I think my psyche is falling apart. When I dream now my subconscious does things that are really scaring me. It almost acts like a separate person in my head like another person berating me in the dream in how it handles the dream logic. It kinda tortures me with negative elements all...
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    Does anyone else mix their social anxiety with paranoia?

    Whenever I am around other people I have a tendency to act like they maybe out to get me. It's not being hurt or bullied that bothers me. It's more the idea of someone accusing me of doing something wrong to them or being told off by everyone. I can't get rid of the feeling either I think...
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    Do you feel everything has changed but only in your head?

    I feel like my world has shifted around for me many times, but when I really think about it I realize all the changes are just manic thoughts in my head. I go on extreme mental journeys all over the place for years at a time and in the end nothing much has changed in my personal life just my...
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    Does anyone else feel guilty for being successfull while having social anxiety?

    I feel somehow like I cheated the system because of how successful I have been at my job despite my problems. I deliver papers in the very early mornings and have managed to make lemonade out of lemons as I do routes no one wanted to do and get paid extra for doing it. My job is not the kind...
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    Someone who knows about auto claims?

    Sorry to post this here. I feel like I have to tell someone. I was in a at fault accident in may of 2014 nearly 2 1/2 years ago. It was a moderate fender bender. My insurance paid 2000 for body damage on the company truck I hit. The driver of the truck tried to claim bodily injury after he...
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    Can't deal with being deformed.

    Basically I am deformed. It kills me everyday I look in the mirror everyday trying to overcome it and can't. I don't think many people are as ugly as me. I can't even describe the kind of effect my face has to it. this is the only guy I can find that has a similar kind of distortion effect to...
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    So mad right now.

    I was waiting in line at the store next to my apartment with two people in front of me. The man who was first in line left leaving just a middle aged Harley lady type. I think she was joking around out loud about almost getting "banged" (her words) that night. Without me saying or doing anything...
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    Anyone else attracted to unconvention looks?

    I noticed I have trouble with being attracted to conventional female looks and beauty(like normal hot) but am very attracted to goth girls, nerdy girls, and chubby girls. It's like my brain needs to see normal beauty distored in order to find someone attractive. I also have the same problem...
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