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  1. Livingwithoutlivin

    I'm just afraid of this world, and feel that I am not strong enough

    I want to go to a job interview, that I can go to any day in the week, but I keep lagging, I'm supposed to type up a resume for it and go, but I'm afraid to. I feel like this time around, that I'm not worthy of having a job, and that I'm afraid to mess up or get panic attacks and show depression...
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    Being so damn ugly is my first problem.

    Having bad teeth, and a weird looking face, and curly hairs damn sucks... knowing that I'm not a pretty person makes me feel hopeless. There is an incentive that can be derived from knowing that you can play the game, and that people will easily gravitate towards you, even though it does not...
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    It's not a good day for me...

    I'm so excessively depressed and anxious, my lips keep fretting beyond my control, I'm so self concious of what an awful depressing vibe I am uncontrollably letting off. Dear God, please, if anything, these are the things I want to accomplish in the next coming months. I want to get my...
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    Am going to document my attempts to pull myself out of depression and anxiety...

    Hey guys, I'm tired of being jobless, of having people think of me as that quiet girl who doesn't talk, who doesn't dress right, who doesn't have a job and is 21, who isn't who she used to be. I've been jobless for over a year now and my ex isn't even talking to me, he last mentioned " get a...
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    I'm going to get braces to cure my depression and anxiety

    When my teeth started going crooked, shortly after losing my retainers is when I really started getting depressed. The reason I met the guy I was dating at the time, my first boyfriend, was because I was self-confident, with my new straight teeth, that I felt like I could show myself off. But...
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    Happy Memory Thread!

    Alright, I want to apply the law of attraction here. Let's all start posting our most happiest memory we can recall! Mine is... I'm digging, I'm digging.... hmmm... This may not be the happiest memory I have, but it's one that's quite amusing to me... I remember when I was in the 10th grade...
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    I think I GOT IT. I know why we are stuck?

    I've come to this realization here, from studying Psychology and a few other sources: We are reservoirs of life experiences, the contents; the interpretations of these life experiences, the opinions of other people-that we have internalized, and the various groups of people we have surrounded...
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    I want the Panic Away secret.

    If one of you guys know what it is, please tell me, just PM me. This information should be free, if it's one simple little thing that changes everything than, all of us suffering should know what it is. This disease destroys lives and ends them too. If anybody knows the secret, please PM me...
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    Embarrassment, once again while at the cashier at the mall

    I really hate that I am like this, I really wish this was not a problem at all, I wish I didn't have to even start thinking about getting nervous when I go to the mall and pay for something, I make others nervous too. I went to Express and got some pants, and then I was looking at a shirt...
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    Niacin for anxiety and depression.

    I'm taking it right now, it definitely makes me feel better. You can read the whole article here. http://www.doctoryourself.com/niacin.html
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    For the first time in a long time, I feel anxiety free

    Hey guys, I feel this serenity tonight that comes from feeling absolutely not brain fog, no difficult controlling my thoughts. Tonight, without panicking I was able to look at my mom without frowning or even imaging that I was gonna feel anxiety. Now, what did I do differently today? I will...
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    99 cent store has kava kava, herbal anti-anxiety tablets

    You guys should do some research on it, Kava Kava gives you that serene feeling and helps you sleep. It is pretty much like xanax, except this stuff tightens your lips and mouth a bit which is good for me, because It numbs it and I don't want to fret. I took 4 or 5 tonight, for the first time, I...
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    Is anbody else nervous to go to the cashier at the store?

    I hate going to the store to buy stuff, because I always get uneasy when I get to the cashier, and I make them feel nervous too. I hate it, I just absolutely fucking hate how miserable and depressed and anxious I am that I even make other people feel bad. It gets to them. How the hell am I...
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    Tell me your worst experience at work?

    Hey, I want to hear what you guy's worst experience at work has been, since those stories always cheer me up, knowing that I'm not the only one. I'll start by telling you one of mine. When I was working at the fast food restaurant, I had this experience with some really mean guy. He was brawny...
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    Live your best life NOW!

    It just dawned on me today... I stopped creating who I was, I stopped believing empowering lies, which in reality, are not lies at all, they are your inner belief, your personal beliefs about yourself, that work as a mold for your actions and decisions in life. We all here are walking through...
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    My advice for the agoraphobics and anxious and depressed

    Run your butt off, no matter how embarrassing it is to be outside. You'll get some benefits from it, one way or another, even if you break your leg, you'll be in so much pain that suddenly the problem won't be who approaches you, but getting somebody to help you onto your feet and to a doctor...
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    anxiety is a loser's paradigm?

    I feel like we are looking at it from the viewpoint of somebody who already lost. I mean, back when I was able to control my thoughts, I recall knowing that I would never ever put myself in an ackward situation by doing something embarrassing that could make me look stupid or ruin my reputation...
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    I'm going to try Xanax before going to see my ex boyfriend

    Yea, I have half a monkey bar in my purse, and I've been saving it all week just to see my ex tommorow. Were going to mess around and I've never taken Xanax for reasons other than to sleep well. So somebody please tell me how long it is gonna take for it to work. Also, should I take one 0.5 of...
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    The Scary Maze Game, I think it helps.

    Definitely gives me something real to be scared about and makes the endorphines and seratonin go up. I think we should try watching funny and scary videos as an antedote. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yA-_59oP2vc http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NWxDRTL0_k8
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    Anybody from Los Angeles? I want to make friends

    I really need people who understand me. Otherwise I will lose myself. I feel like this is a terrible curse and only alike minds can console each other.
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