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  1. Horatio

    Weddings

    Today I had to make one of the toughest decisions I've had to make in a long time. A week out from his wedding I called one of my very best friends to tell him that I'm not going to be able to make it. I've been over thinking this for weeks and ultimately I had to come to this decision as I'm...
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    When should one admit defeat?

    I'm 28 years old and haven't even been on a date in 4 years. Now that my depression and SA have come back and I've given up drinking I rarely even meet girls anymore. Most my friends are either married or at least in very long term relationships and I feel like I'm left behind as I never ever...
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    Spending Habits

    Does anyone else find that anxiety impacts on spending habits? I have two recent examples. I was stopped in the street by a girl wanting me to sign up for Greenpeace. Although I do like the work that Greenpeace does I prefer to donate money to specific environmental organizations. Yet after...
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    I'm back.... after one hell of a ride

    Besides Remus I can't recognize anyone here, if you do remember me please say hello. I'd love to hear how everyone is doing. This is my first time back to this site after 4 years or so. I was kind of hoping that I'd see some friendly faces here but it looks like most have left so I'm hoping...
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    New MMORPG, highly reccomended!!!!

    teehee, sorry I know there are a few fellow mmorpgers here so I couldnt resist...
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    Need Advice on Living Arrangement

    Ok well there are a lot of people here who's opinions I respect so fire me some advice please. Here is my predicament... I need to move out of my current place because I want somewhere closer to town. Ive found a place but im weighing up the positives and negatives and dont have much time to...
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    Chilling Echo

    Where is she? Does anyone know? Is she ok? Long absence from this site can often be a positive thing, I hope that is the case. if you read this, you are missed
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    Saying F*** Off to Society

    Hear me out on this... for the last few months I've been working on trying to find a solution to all this crap we have to go through and I did come to a conclusion. as usual Im gonna cut to the crap and not try to tippytoe around anyone's sensitivies... so if dont read further if you think you...
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    Deaf Karaoke

    Hehehe Funny Comic Act to Cheer Up your Day
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    The Great SPW Movie Thread!!!!!

    ok well I was a lil bored this afternoon and in a weird mood and by chance I found this real funny site where you can make your own "bollywood" movie clips... so I made a few with a socialphobia theme Click the below links to see them... Dreaming Happiness Socialphobia Party Therapy Will...
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    Stamp Collecting

    Does anyone here collect stamps? I was a crazy stamp collector as a kid but havent for quite some years besides old envelopes preferably with letters in them and beautiful old handwriting Im thinking about getting back into stamp collecting because Im going to need some active hobbies for when...
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    When is too much?

    my panic attacks are getting steadily worse and Im not sure what I should do about them for the last ten hours Ive felt like Im about to have a heart attack and it just seems to keep getting worse. I can barely breathe and cant stop shaking. its probably all me own fault, I've been driving...
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    Valentines Day

    0 - the number of Valentines day cards I've ever found in my letterbox 6 - days till another Valentines day alone 15 - the number of girls I've asked out on a date 15 - the number of girls who said no 23 - the number of Valentines Day's I've spent alone 365 - the number of days I spent last...
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    Lamp Posts

    Does anyone else here hate lamp posts? I walk down the same streets nearly every day with my eyes always straying habitually down to the ground, my long hair draped down like a veil over my face of shame. Until the last few months it was as if I didn’t even know there were lamp posts. My eyes...
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    How to escape SP/Depression

    Im starting to get very desperate here and am trying even the most stupid solutions to have a break from being a lonely anxious depressed loser last night I drank pure ethanol along with a litre of rum and 20 hours later Im still feeling the effects. my excuse was that I couldnt go out on the...
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    PhotoAlbum

    Anyone got any idea why it won't let me log in (and never has) with my SPW nick and password? it just says "Couldnt log in. Try Again" Im too shy to post a photo of myself (if such a thing even exists!) but I got a pretty photo I took
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    Missing Money

    Am living in a rather awkward situation with a group of strangers, I pretty much keep to myself, staying in my room whenever Im not working as home for me is a place where I like to limit stress. I keep my head down and keep to myself, they all think Im pretty weird but hey thats who I am...
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    Prick at work

    There was a work social event last night, just informal drinks with a whole heap of visitors. At first I just kept working as usual but then thought I'd push myself and make an effort to go along and try to mix with the guests. Was difficult but I managed and was having a conversation with a...
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    Out on the Town

    This post I owe to those of you who have followed some of my whinging posts over the last few months complaining about making a complete ass of myself in town at night. Basically it seems that the only way people in my part of the world meet others their own age is either through mutual friends...
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    No More!

    I've had enough of this stupid SP and the lonliness that comes with it. I'm nearly 23 and am worse off than I was when I was 16 despite all my efforts to improve my situation. Sure I might have a career now but I have even less social contact and the lonliness is unbearable. It is getting to...
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