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  1. Graeme1988

    How are you feeling?

    Knackered, stressed out and pretty disheartened by everything that's happened around me in the last 3 years. I genuinely don't see the point in being optimistic about my situation anymore. It's no gittin' any better n' I don't really see it doing that any time soon, either. So, there's nae real...
  2. Graeme1988

    How are you feeling?

    Fed up with being constantly discouraged by my mother. :mad: Everything's always negative, no matter what I do. Like today, ah got 42 inch cardboard box delivered for a 42 inch table I'm going to be selling. It's folded up, and wrapped, so ye need to take it oot the packaging and assemble it...
  3. Graeme1988

    Och aye the noo

    Ah gie up, ah really do. Ah give up! What's the point? Why bother when yer constantly feckin' discouraged at every point? A snide remark here, a dismissive assumption there by the very same folk who claim tae love ye. Really?! Yin minute they're putting ye doon, flinging insults wi' nae regard...
  4. Graeme1988

    Post your random thoughts/feelings etc

    Oh, good idea! Thanks for responding wi' that suggestion, Loyal. :) (y)
  5. Graeme1988

    Och aye the noo

    Well... ah didnae expect this! 😯😃 Hiya Pug, hope yer doing well. 🙂
  6. Graeme1988

    Och aye the noo

    :LOL: 😁
  7. Graeme1988

    Post your random thoughts/feelings etc

    I don't know if I should take up some old hobbies that I haven't done in years: drawing and painting. Partly as a hobby, partly to make my own original album art to go with the music I make. I mean, I'd like to, it's just... I've never been confident in my abilities. I always find starting...
  8. Graeme1988

    How are you feeling?

    How am I feeling? Ultimately as if I'm just banging my head against a wall, really. Every time I say how I feel, I'm invalidated; like everything I just said meant nuthin'. Every time I try to help, I get this vicious, hostile reaction. Every time I try to the peacemaker trying to resolve a...
  9. Graeme1988

    how are you feeling? (in music)

    It would be, actually. Yes, it's a very relatable song, especially if you're dealing with anxiety or depression, or both. I broke down in tears while listening to it the first time because those opening lyrics really hit home.
  10. Graeme1988

    Post your random thoughts/feelings etc

    I know why I am the way I am, I just don't know how to change. And it is especially difficult to, when a lot of my issues and unease are due to people have little choice but interact with. Because asserting myself would just a row, and I'd be in the wrong for standing up for myself.
  11. Graeme1988

    How are you feeling?

    Like I don't matter... but what else is new. I'm used to be told how I feel is wrong and that ah haven't any reason to be depressed. 🥺
  12. Graeme1988

    How are you feeling?

    Depressed and pissed. :( :mad: Though, this time it's not because I've been wronged. It's because - a few hours after my older sister berated our mother over the phone for merely asking if it'd be okay if the oldest sibling takes something up to her house to save her having drive all the way...
  13. Graeme1988

    how are you feeling? (in music)

    This song by Faith Marie that I posted here a few months ago, pretty much sums up how I feel. Back to feeling like crap... again. 🥺
  14. Graeme1988

    Och aye the noo

    Wasn't sure what thread to post this in, so... :LOL: Scots mum mortified after daughter, 5, took her Ann Summers lube to school to use as hand sanitiser | The Sun
  15. Graeme1988

    Och aye the noo

    Why do I even bother anymore? It's feckin' pointless. Why bother being nice, when it gets ye naewhere. Every time I try to help, or offer a suggestion, I get a totally unjustified hostile reaction. Then, I'm told in the wrong for getting pissed off about how I'm treated. Getting the go to...
  16. Graeme1988

    What are ALL your SA core beliefs?

    People don't like me I'm ugly I make people uncomfortable and awkward I'm boring People can't be trusted I'll only get hurt and betrayed in the end I'm useless I'm not good enough. Smart enough, funny enough, talkative enough... That's pretty much the lot.
  17. Graeme1988

    How are you feeling?

    Ah don't know, you tell me... how would you feel if every time ya tried to help certain members o' yer ain family, they go in the huff and flee off the handle at ye? As per usual, it's me who's the a-hole - even though ah never did anything to provoke the hostile reaction. :mad: 🥺
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