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  1. Kiwong

    How are u dealing with the pandemic and lockdowns?

    The social stuff I was involved in has ended for now. I was kind of enjoying it. You wouldn't want to get reliant on social connection, because it becomes hard when it is withdrawn. All fun runs have been called off, including one I entered. Nearly everyone is working from home. There is an...
  2. Kiwong

    How are you feeling?

    Been a bit on edge. Worried I have upset people, mostly not true. I really enjoy the connections I have made, and would hate to lose them.
  3. Kiwong

    Exercise Log

    Summer has slowed me down. I ran 5 times this week 24.5km. I stopped at 4.5km on Friday, but did a full 5 this morning.
  4. Kiwong

    Post your random thoughts/feelings etc

    I am socialising more but I still people confusing, and have zero social skills.
  5. Kiwong

    How are you feeling?

    I see people forming relationships all around me. I think that company might be nice, but it is a mystery to me how people get together.
  6. Kiwong

    Exercise Log

    My mobility has improved, I am consistenly running faster over 5k - 28.18, 28.29, 28.54, 29.04, 29.07, 29.33. All under 30 minutes.
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    Post your random thoughts/feelings etc

    When I was younger I viewed each interaction with a woman as a potential for sex. Now I view it as a chance for connection or company. Connection is a much more valuable outcome.
  8. Kiwong

    How are you feeling?

    Funny you say judged. I went to a works drinks, one of the few who didn't drink. I discovered the people who where there didn't even notice I was there, they were too busy getting sloshed.
  9. Kiwong

    Post your random thoughts/feelings etc

    If you are diagnosed with anxiety ask your own gp. The stroke also helped me be excused.
  10. Kiwong

    Post your random thoughts/feelings etc

    I was medically excused after my stroke. I got 4 jury summons last year one while I was in hospital.
  11. Kiwong

    rate the last film you watched

    Dirty John 5/10. Was a tv doco turned into a movie, annoying add break repitition
  12. Kiwong

    How are you feeling?

    Standing around talking with drinks is crap. I don't drink. Eating a meal at a restaurant is better. Talking is good when it gets less scary.
  13. Kiwong

    Post your random thoughts/feelings etc

    May have discivered 2 species of black-eyed Susan Tetratheca. Been running with ladies from work. Talking to woman even attractive one isn't as scary.
  14. Kiwong

    How are you feeling?

    good onya Fountain. I reckon practising connecting with a whole bunch of people is a good way to go. Independence rules, I'm not looking to settle down.
  15. Kiwong

    One song, one word

    Energetic
  16. Kiwong

    How do you respond to the "do you have a girlfriend" interrogation?

    My sister-in-law assumed I was gay. I have heard that I mustn't like women. It is fascinating anxiety can be reduced to assumptions about sexuality. My fear has always been about people. My psychologist reckons I should get into an intimate relationship. I laughed at an said, but then I...
  17. Kiwong

    How are you feeling?

    Yeah, rejection is tough. A big part of anxiety for many I suspect. She probably won't shoot you down, women are often caring and forgiving. I found out that after my stroke, they cared about me. Not only will you miss out, they will too, you're a cool guy Fountain. At 57, I have been able to...
  18. Kiwong

    How are you feeling?

    Chicks dig him, but in real life he is a pork chop.
  19. Kiwong

    How are you feeling?

    I feel for you Jedi. She might like your "weirdness'. You should do the opposite and embrace conversation with her. It could go well, and that feels good man! One day you might regret not trying.
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    Exercise Log

    My mind was once as dysfunctional as my lower limbs.
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