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  1. grapevine

    Off my chest rants- or how not to live your life

    I really need to come on here and be more active like i used to. I just kinda squash everything away that is my own pandora's box and part of that is not coming on here. It's not my natural instinct to hold things in. And i usually just come on when i have blushing with pms and it feels so...
  2. grapevine

    Off my chest rants- or how not to live your life

    Havent been on here in a while. I feel so old. Even tho people see me young, Im packing on alot of health issues at the moment all from acute stress of the past few years. Sciatica is one and its painful, then theres depression, adrenal fatigue and the ongoing stress that i find so hard to...
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    Off my chest rants- or how not to live your life

    I feel so alone. My cognitive ability has gone down from staying up last night to make a dolls house for my niece, which has been fun. But I recently saw my therapist and her reflections on my recent issues showed that I was getting more and more realising that rugs is just too much, too much...
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    Off my chest rants- or how not to live your life

    Went thru a pretty bad lady time. A night ago I was vomiting 4 times and in and out the toliet. And I know this is because of all the binge eating of processed foods over the last few months. It got to a new high. And its wasnt even unconsciously in most parts. I just need to escape so...
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    Off my chest rants- or how not to live your life

    Thanx fountain. Its just pretty much frustrating. So he ordered parts for his car and done this over a few weeks with things not fitting and the car (his car ) still not working. Ive been doing miss taxi again for my parents. I always do it for mum because she cant drive and dad always puts his...
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    Off my chest rants- or how not to live your life

    So im feeling like i have no control over things and I get really upset when that happens. Im talking about my own things. So my little car since last year decided to not wind its electric windows anymore. And the quote was $500 for the 2 side windows, which was $1000 on top of my normal...
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    Off my chest rants- or how not to live your life

    All of this has been so hard to deal with. When someone is like a bum, you naturally want to help and fix them up. Its exciting to do.But what if they couldnt maintain that and just couldnt really do much for you in return. That for you had to put your stuff aside just to maintain things for...
  8. grapevine

    Off my chest rants- or how not to live your life

    So this is where im at in 2019. I need to vent but i feel so judging of myself and ashamed as i know in the past the relationship issues i vented on here were so obvious of what i needed to do and yet it just didn't happen. Well for a short term anyway. Im thick in the female pms at the moment...
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    Ugh Facebook.

    I must admit, ive gone off here for some time now as I have Facebook. Ive gone into my shell for a bit like us SPs do, maybe thats the ironic part of this site. Facebook tho, with al friends and family on there- the amount of energy when your down is too much. Ive left people hanging for over a...
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    Off my chest rants- or how not to live your life

    Haven't been on here in a while. I've been in a life without a mojo for some time. I've been volunteering twice a week at a big secondhand store and thats been going fine. Been there for about 3-4 weeks now and its enjoyable. Altho I could go and find work at the moment, i need no pressure and...
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    Off my chest rants- or how not to live your life

    So mums subtly making me fear my weight. Sure ive put on weight, went thru a tough time and burnt out and then after that two years of severe stress, sure the depression sunk in along with the burnout and that is what happens because of the insulin raised and the emotional needs of comfort. I...
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    Off my chest rants- or how not to live your life

    Im writing this morning with a massive migraine finally seeing signs of departing. It was 40 C degrees yesterday and a warm night i spent watching the end of Rivendale on Netflix - a modern take on the Archie comics. Its not that great a show but it was something to get into whilst not being...
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    Post your random thoughts/feelings etc

    is it acceptable to kindly tell a person you know about their irritating and frustrating and cringe-worthy behaviours and issues that they are for the most part unaware of, without hurting their feelings? Ive always read to use 'I' statements.. ?? Im talking about strong smells coming from...
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    Off my chest rants- or how not to live your life

    Wake up this morning. I know i write bad routes in my mind on here and like i hate and so on. But its a stress that I get out. I started crying this morning because for weeks rugs has said he will help me and my mum get my two pet sheep ready to be shawn for the shearer. It means we have to coax...
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    Off my chest rants- or how not to live your life

    Thanks : ) Its silly really, but he has all those issues with cognitive problems so entrenched in him that he doesnt know what he is doing most of the time. All he knows is that he has moulded his life onto mine. That was the first time he had ever gotten mad at me before. I just couldnt take...
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    Post a photo of where you live

    Be nice to see where we all live and the different landscapes : )
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    Post any good TED Talks and the like...

    Any favourite inspirational or interesting videos put here..
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    How do you dress, what do you wear most of the time?

    Don't worry this ain't a huge dribble post I usually erupt into lol Im just interested in what others here wear as I know social phobia can interfere with our perception of ourselves at times and that can show in how we present ourselves. I usually wear just casual clothes. At the moment its...
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    Dealing with a close friend with delusions

    Didnt know where to put this. Ive had the realisation that (altho I knew) 'Rugs' ( yes the guy I go on and on about - my ex, my friend..) has a delusional disorder of grandeur. Its quite heartbreaking for me. Having social phobia as many here know, means you cut yourself short socially. At...
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    If you could change your name... it would be??

    Alexandria :applause::bigsmile: (because I used to watch a 90s show called 'Alex Mac' about a girl with powers and she was so cool lol
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