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  1. Graeme1988

    Och aye the noo

    Apparently 3 years ago things were supposed to change and I was going to get treated differently by my mother... 3 years on, and that promise hus’nae bin kept. Mind you, ah dinnae think she hud any intent o’ doing so. Yet, it’s me who has to justify why I am the way I am. Well, being raised...
  2. Graeme1988

    How are you feeling?

    And, in keeping with theme of not being allowed to complain. It seems I’m not allowed do anythin’, either. Because... silent treatment. Can’t take the shelves in my room down, not allowed to sell some DVDs of films that ah now watching on Netflix or Amazon Prime. But, apparently, I’m the yin’s...
  3. Graeme1988

    How are you feeling?

    Absolutely fuckin’ knackered... just exhausted. I feel like ah dinnae git much time to myself, anymore. :( Cannae complain, though — not to ma family anyway — cuz that’s no nice. :mad:
  4. Graeme1988

    Post what you cannot say

    Oh, the f__kin’ irony... Remember you yelled at me about no huvin’ a clue what it’s like being a single parent 2 years ago ? It’s funny how am the yin looking after your kids every time you bring them to visit me n’ Mum, innit ? Though, that’s hardly surprising since aw you dae is sit on yer...
  5. Graeme1988

    How are you feeling?

    Given how stressful this week’s been for me... due to the fact my oldest sister has had a week’s holiday and not had to deal with the BS drama and 2 kids who aren’t used to not getting their way. Why does that seem so familiar ? :unsure: Anyway, would it be wrong of me to punch her in the face...
  6. Graeme1988

    How are you feeling?

    Well, with my sister, it seems to be every few days... either it’s Facebook or f__kin’ Snapchat. And she gets on our mother about these posts going at length, even though mum does’nae bother about or use social media or the internet in general. As if our mother could explain what’s n’ why’s o’...
  7. Graeme1988

    How are you feeling?

    Sick of having to listen to my mother tell me how pissed off n’ fed up she is... as if I’m not feeling the same way. :mad: Don’t what’s worse, that, or having to listen to my older sister make a big deal about what other members of the family post on their social media accounts. “Why’d they say...
  8. Graeme1988

    Graeme's Wee Mad Mental Music Thread

    I’m also not sure whether ah should keep the riff as it is, or change it ? :unsure: But then ah also risk losing what made it stand out to begin wae if ah try n’ change it. :confused: Then there’s the fact ah don’t exactly huv a set song structure for it, so don’t really know what to do in...
  9. Graeme1988

    Graeme's Wee Mad Mental Music Thread

    Nearly a month... and I still can’t come up with a decent variation on that metal riff. :mad:
  10. Graeme1988

    How are you feeling?

    Thank fuck, my mother and I will get some rest this weekend. Been a hellish week trying to look after the 2 nieces / grandchildren. We don’t get a break, whilst my older sister just sits there in the living room on her feckin’ smartphone aw the time. And she wonders why they behave n’ act the...
  11. Graeme1988

    How are you feeling?

    Thanks. At least ah know some folk care about me. :)
  12. Graeme1988

    Post your random thoughts/feelings etc

    Fuckin’ writer’s block.... :mad: How in tha fuck is it so difficult to come up with guitar riffs that go together ? :unsure: Also, ah kinda wishing my nieces would just leave me alone for more than 10 minutes. That’s probably why I’ve been in such a crabbit mood, lately ? Cannae get enough time...
  13. Graeme1988

    How are you feeling?

    Sick of my current living situation, yet can't do anything to change it. Anything I say just falls on deaf ears, and get dismissed as "stupid".
  14. Graeme1988

    How are you feeling?

    As with other every day for the past 2 years, wondering why tha f__k ah even bother gettin’ oot ma bed this morning. And, y’know, wishing I was somewhere else. Also, still not too happy that I overheard my mother on the phone to my oldest sister last night, and they both hud a good ol’ laugh...
  15. Graeme1988

    How are you feeling?

    Not great. Contemplating killin’ masel’... since things huv’nae got any better in the last 2 years. Don’t know how much more ah cun actually tolerate. :cry: 20 plus years and counting... Still caught in the middle o’ the same ol’ dysfunctional family drama. :mad: Having to keep ma gob shut...
  16. Graeme1988

    Are you ever jealous of other people?

    Jealous...? Well, I guess the only reason I’ve got is the fact able-bodied folk have things somewhat easier than me, as far as getting about. Also, being physically disabled tends to mean that ah rely upon folk more than ya would normally. Am no saying that tae make any o’ yous feel like $h!%*...
  17. Graeme1988

    how are you feeling? (in music)

    You just stood there screaming fearing no one was listening to you :mad: They say the empty can rattles the most the sound of your own voice must sooth you Hearing only what you want to hear and knowing only what you've heard
  18. Graeme1988

    Post what you cannot say

    Hey, d’you no think... well, of course ya don’t, but that’s no ma point. Aye, that wus a joke at your expense. See if you were less distracted by that f__kin’ phone aw the time, and actually paid attention to yer kids, maybe they wouldn’t be acting as they are. But then they take after you...
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