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  1. Kiwong

    How are you feeling?

    A good day yesterday. Ran my local parkrun, first time, since the stroke. A guy I know paced me around. Talked to several people I know. I am connecting better. Did 5km in 29:29 finished 86th/149 runners.
  2. Kiwong

    How are you feeling?

    I'm doing better, but jeez people confuse me. I'm not sure how they get together or why. I found I enjoy company and conversation. But then there are behaviours I can't quite read. Like the lady who sent me a message asking for a lift to the xmas party, I replied Ok, then she didn't reply to...
  3. Kiwong

    How are you feeling?

    TRue. I prefer to be at work, than around my block of flats. I,ve been trying to escape more on weekends.
  4. Kiwong

    I want to move out of the city

    In Australia some cities are surrounded by nature. I live in a country town, which is quite conservative, racist and self important. It is a hard place to suffer a mental illness. I do like the coastline and bushland here.
  5. Kiwong

    How are you feeling?

    My energy is returning after being wiped by a long hike for 2 days.
  6. Kiwong

    Post your random thoughts/feelings etc

    Well done Phoenix, it's a long road, but it is good to be in a place where the world is easier.
  7. Kiwong

    How are you feeling?

    A seven hour off trail hike, got back to my car right on dark. Scratched by vines and brambles, had to crawl and climb over fallen logs. Fell over several times, pushed through overgrown creeks. I did find 5000 of the rare Grevillea plant I went looking for. Walked around a swamp about 1km off...
  8. Kiwong

    Post your random thoughts/feelings etc

    With lower anxiety my mind has room for more constructive thoughts to flow through. I am more actively working on my interests and more productive at work.
  9. Kiwong

    How are you feeling?

    People are like magnets, they pull you in and then push you away. You let them get close, then hold them at a distance to prevent any damage. A complicated dance there is a force field around most people that sometimes is open, sometimes closed, a field that prevents a clear connection, but...
  10. Kiwong

    Post your random thoughts/feelings etc

    Throughout my life I have found that my difference to the ignorant has been put down to my sexuality. By remaining a virgin it is something I have control over. It is something that I that I can withhold from this hormone driven humanity. Those that assume, to them stuff you don't know me.
  11. Kiwong

    How are you feeling?

    I told a guy at work, I wasn't what anyone was looking for. He replied, you don't know what they are looking for.
  12. Kiwong

    How are you feeling?

    :cry:
  13. Kiwong

    How are you feeling?

    Ate lunch with 2 ladies from work. My social butterflyness continues.
  14. Kiwong

    How are you feeling?

    A double rainbow to finish a seascape kind of weekend.
  15. Kiwong

    how are you feeling? (in music)

    For when living in a town feels like being in a wagon being circled by Indians firing arrows.
  16. Kiwong

    How are you feeling?

    It's pouring with rain, so that is a dampener on things.
  17. Kiwong

    How are you feeling?

    True, I've wondered if inside me there bird inside me. I get them better than humans. I still feel most free when I am by myself. It is that craving for approval that becomes with being with friends, a part of being human, we all desire validation of our worth.
  18. Kiwong

    How are you feeling?

    So I find I enjoy being around people when it goes well. But then company becomes addictive, and I become more lonely when company is withdrawn
  19. Kiwong

    How are you feeling?

    I have a coastal cottage booked for 2 nights.
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