Falkor
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Hello,
So today I would have been taking the bus, going to a friend.
But I just can't. I canceled it. I feel sad now.
I really avoid everything, I can't do anything because of my SA.
It takes over my life, It took away my ambitions.. (can't go to school, can't study, NEVER worked... :'(, never been able to do something for REAL with my singing... well tried but still messed it up because of anxiety)
It took away my dreams.. It took away being able to see my friends..
I can't be in huge crowds.. I can't even meet new people..
I can't hold speeches.. I can't go with bus.. train.. I can't go out.
I HATE IT!!! CENCORED HATE IT!!
I really want to live my life.. but this avpd.. or sa.. whatever it is..
destroys my life . and the most hateful thing is that i have to cancel everyone and maybe someday i will miss all my friends.. because its hard to be understood with this... my fear is just so big.. insanely big
I really need help.. but im afraid i never get out of this.. because my sa is so Super severe.. u dont wanna know
So today I would have been taking the bus, going to a friend.
But I just can't. I canceled it. I feel sad now.
I really avoid everything, I can't do anything because of my SA.
It takes over my life, It took away my ambitions.. (can't go to school, can't study, NEVER worked... :'(, never been able to do something for REAL with my singing... well tried but still messed it up because of anxiety)
It took away my dreams.. It took away being able to see my friends..
I can't be in huge crowds.. I can't even meet new people..
I can't hold speeches.. I can't go with bus.. train.. I can't go out.
I HATE IT!!! CENCORED HATE IT!!
I really want to live my life.. but this avpd.. or sa.. whatever it is..
destroys my life . and the most hateful thing is that i have to cancel everyone and maybe someday i will miss all my friends.. because its hard to be understood with this... my fear is just so big.. insanely big
I really need help.. but im afraid i never get out of this.. because my sa is so Super severe.. u dont wanna know