EmilyOlive
Member
Hello everyone,
I posted a while back about my fear of being a pedophile and wondering if I had OCD. Since posting I've found a couple others on this site who were terrified of being pedophiles. Thanks goodness I'm not alone ...
Now, it is really important to me to be able to sort of name my problem. My main issue is what my most beloved friends would think of me if they found out I had these horrendous thoughts (I know I'm not a pedophile. But the fear comes back every morning after I tell myself I can let it all go and begin anew). I am not afraid of myself so much as how my most cherished company would see me, particularly the adults who care about me and know I am in turmoil with my father, who has frightened and hurt me. I'm afraid they won't love me anymore.
Okay. Does this sound like social anxiety to you?
Thanks,
~Emily
I posted a while back about my fear of being a pedophile and wondering if I had OCD. Since posting I've found a couple others on this site who were terrified of being pedophiles. Thanks goodness I'm not alone ...
Now, it is really important to me to be able to sort of name my problem. My main issue is what my most beloved friends would think of me if they found out I had these horrendous thoughts (I know I'm not a pedophile. But the fear comes back every morning after I tell myself I can let it all go and begin anew). I am not afraid of myself so much as how my most cherished company would see me, particularly the adults who care about me and know I am in turmoil with my father, who has frightened and hurt me. I'm afraid they won't love me anymore.
Okay. Does this sound like social anxiety to you?
Thanks,
~Emily