MollyBeGood
Well-known member
There are times that I just don't wanna feel what I feel, so I spend it doing something that's meaningless... And I know it's nothing, but I keep doing it because the opposite is harder.. Life is hard, life is such a hard place for me right now.
I wish life is easier, I wish there's just someone in my life that knows how & what I'm supposed to do.
I wish someone can just snap me out of this misery and tell me to wake up and drag me out of bed and make me see the wonderful life that's supposed to be..
Sh**, I feel ashamed just thinking about this.
Don't feel bad.! The hardest lesson in life is we have to be our own heroes. We have to save ourselves and nothing and no one else will do it for us or tell us what to do. It's also beautiful and freeing when you realize it's all up to you, scary but really hugely freeing. I have trouble getting out of bed too and wish I had a real reason to be awake