Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
I wish had the money to buy a house in the countryside, living in a small town is kinda $h!%#.
Post your random thoughts/feelings etc
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PugofCrydee
You want to know how I got these scars?
I would love to live in a nice house, surrounded by trees on the outskirts of a larger town/city. Where it still feels like I'm secluded and have privacy, but also only a 20 minute drive to all the things/shops I might need. Ideally near the coast.
Not asking for much am I :bigsmile:
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
Same here. :thumbup: That’s kinda what I’d go for as well.
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
How many times do I need to say this...
Just because I enjoy certain food doesn’t mean I want it day in, day oot. :kickingmyself: F*ckin’ hell, I’ve been watching too many Jamie Oliver shows and documentaries on the Food Network.
mg: Or I might be talking sense? :idontknow:
Just because I enjoy certain food doesn’t mean I want it day in, day oot. :kickingmyself: F*ckin’ hell, I’ve been watching too many Jamie Oliver shows and documentaries on the Food Network.
mg: Or I might be talking sense? :idontknow:
Living is starting to feel more pointless every day. I just want out. I am lonely, no friends, no love interests - why am I even here? Yay, I can drive now and be less of a burden on others, but that is just further isolating. I go everywhere alone now because no one wants me. I wish every day that I leave the house someone will ask me out, and every day I am met with the same disappointment.
PugofCrydee
You want to know how I got these scars?
Did anyone else have trouble logging in yesterday? I tried and it said this websites account had been suspended.
LoyalXenite
Well-known member
I've been having troubles yesterday and today with logging on, it said suspended, then another host failure type of message, then other times it just never loaded
FountainandFairfax
in a VAN down by the RIVER
I thought it was the end.
vj288
not actually Fiona Apple
May I ask, do you feel there is something wrong with being alone? It sounds like you really want a boyfriend and other people to hang out with, which there is absolutely nothing wrong with, but when you are in your own company do you feel like there is something wrong?
From what I can see you are an interesting and attractive person, and if you put yourself in the right situations people will find their way to you. But if you see there being something wrong with yourself when you don't have anyone, it could drive people away. I imagine it would give people the vibe that you don't like to spend time with yourself, and if that was the case why would they want to spend time with you?
And before the thought that perhaps you aren't good company crosses your mind, again that does not seem true to me. I know I might be way off base with all that I'm saying, but if I'm not, I'd suggest enjoying your own company. Show yourself why you are worth being around, so when a worthwhile person comes by you are able to show them.
Because otherwise I see a vicious cycle of thought developing. "No one wants to be around me because I suck, and I suck because I have no friends or love interest, and I have no love interest or friends because I suck, and I suck because I have no friends or"...etc etc forever.
Basically, the TL: DR version of what I am trying to say, is that you don't suck and don't need other people to not suck, but it makes it harder to add people into your life if you believe you suck.
As to being alone, I always have found this video to be spot on. I don't think it is designed to offer a substitution to social interaction but more of a love song to those moments and times we do have to ourselves.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k7X7sZzSXYs
vj288
not actually Fiona Apple
I did too. It wasn't the first time the site wouldn't load - I think almost every year there is something wrong with the host - but this time felt different. SPW is starting to feel like a very old parent or friend in that respect. Everything could be great one day and the next you could get a call from the hospital, and in your mind somewhere you are thinking "Is this the call?"
It wasn't the call this time. I was reminded though that the evidence of a significant part of the last eight years of my life could disappear in a poof of dust at any moment.
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
I got that as well
PugofCrydee
You want to know how I got these scars?
BlueDays
1
^Same here!
h:I thought "I didn't even get a chance to say Goodbye to anyone" :sad:
To say I am feeling relieved, is an understatement!
BlueDays
1
Great post, vj. :brindis:
That is an excellent way to describe how the feeling of dreading the day SPW does shut down for good, feels like.
BlueDays
1
Hello Hoppy! :greeting:
So are you able to somehow access the site now permanently, or just in this moment?
I suppose if the answer is "no, just in this moment" then you won't exactly be able to answer my question........ :shyness:
h:
hoddesdon
Well-known member
I was thinking that the thread "Six Reasons many people have trouble getting over it" (or something like that) would be lost. Is there some way of preserving it?
