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AtTheGates

AtTheGates

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I ordered a pair of Oakleys on July 10th and they haven even shipped out yet. iv emailed with customer service back and forth like 4 times and they've been hardly any help. idr the last time iv had service THIS bad from a company . This is unbelievable ....its been 18 days.
 
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Hot_Tamale

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The scratching, the clawing, beating, and scraping at the inside of my cranium. Thoughts and anxiety's that will not let me rest at night and no channel through which to air them. Only the inky blackness and digital alarm clock to stare at and the occasional hourly interruption of my wristwatch beeping the beginning of a new hour.
 
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Hot_Tamale

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I've drank so much soda the past 3 years my veins might as well be running with half as much root beer as real blood. Whatever the companies put into their diet sodas, it's addictive as f*ck!
 
AtTheGates

AtTheGates

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I read this article a few days ago and thought id look into it: this morning me and two other co-workers prayed together and it really did make me feel better. its great to know that there are other christian C.O.'s there with me......now if we could only get the muslim inmates to convert to christianity ....hmmmmm...lol......anyway, technically we can't do that so I guess we'll have to depend on the chaplain to work her magic. haha


https://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/more-mortal/201406/5-scientifically-supported-benefits-prayer
 
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Psychedelicious

Psychedelicious

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Hot_Tamale said:
I've drank so much soda the past 3 years my veins might as well be running with half as much root beer as real blood. Whatever the companies put into their diet sodas, it's addictive as f*ck!
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lol me too. It's got me addicted right now. I've had the addiction for a long time.I was able to get rid of it for a couple years and for the most part only drank water. The problem is that I stopped giving a **** about myself and my health again, so here I am. I'm pretty sure my blood is laced with it too. ;P
 
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Hot_Tamale

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Psychedelicious said:

lol me too. It's got me addicted right now. I've had the addiction for a long time.I was able to get rid of it for a couple years and for the most part only drank water. The problem is that I stopped giving a **** about myself and my health again, so here I am. I'm pretty sure my blood is laced with it too. ;P
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Giving up soda for a couple of years is commendable! So congratulations :) I don't have the same will power as you had.
 
Psychedelicious

Psychedelicious

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Hot_Tamale said:
Giving up soda for a couple of years is commendable! So congratulations :) I don't have the same will power as you had.
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Perhaps, but soda is definitely not the worst of my addictions right now unfortunately 9_9. I hope you find a way to curb your craving as well. You could try switching to diet soda sweetened with stevia. It's more expensive, but it doesn't have aspartame in it. I've been drinking aspartame because of the cost, but I actually prefer the stevia sodas.
 
theslowesthand

theslowesthand

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I wonder when the day will come that I will end my life. It seems inevitable. It'll be a miracle if i escape that destiny.
Recently, with each passing year, i feel nearer & nearer to doing it (or attempting to).
Nothing is working out for me. I feel i'm gradually slipping down the slope, towards total despair & annihilation.
 
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Sarah_M

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Why are men so heartless? I will never date or agree to go on a date with a younger man again. I'm really tired of getting hurt all the time...
 
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Hot_Tamale

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Sarah_M said:
Why are men so heartless? I will never date or agree to go on a date with a younger man again. I'm really tired of getting hurt all the time...
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I could say the same thing only for the opposite gender. Pisses me off but it's not exclusive to one gender anyway, the human race is heartless.
I've been hurt lots of times before but the worst of all came a year and a half ago. I spent 7 straight nights feeling an upset stomach and tightness in my chest because a woman I thought really cared didn't care at all in the end and I expended so much mental energy on her prior to her cutting me out of her life. The days weren't much better, being spent physically exhausted and an upset stomach all the while working in a customer service position.
 
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Sarah_M

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Hot_Tamale said:
I could say the same thing only for the opposite gender. Pisses me off but it's not exclusive to one gender anyway, the human race is heartless.
I've been hurt lots of times before but the worst of all came a year and a half ago. I spent 7 straight nights feeling an upset stomach and tightness in my chest because a woman I thought really cared didn't care at all in the end and I expended so much mental energy on her prior to her cutting me out of her life. The days weren't much better, being spent physically exhausted and an upset stomach all the while working in a customer service position.
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You're right - women can be terrible too. I can relate to your experience and I'm sorry you had to go through that because it ****ing sucks.

In my particular situation he lead me on to think he wanted an actual relationship only to say all he wanted was a friendship when things got too serious. He got scared and fled - that's what boys do. Going forward, I will only date men and on the plus side, our text fight last night somehow left me completely absolved of any romantic feelings towards him. Praise be.
 
Graeme1988

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
Sarah_M said:
lol Based on what I've read on here, I'm pretty sure you have a heart :)
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Yep! Checked my pulse just to be sure - just joking. :giggle: Thanks for those kind words, nonetheless. :thumbup:

Too bad my immediate family rarely acknowledge that I'm actually a good person. :sad: Not that I don't tell myself that. It's just weird being told by yer own mother and older sisters that, because you've decided not to get involved in their latest dysfunctional drama, you don't care about them. And they accuse me of being a narcissist... Ha!
 
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