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coyote

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I'm afraid.. Because I feel judged even at my own house. I want to escape, I just want to be myself, yesterday I needed to go on a photograph, and I got comments that I needed to wear make up, I just wish I could just be whatever I wanna be! And I feel so terrified of being myself, because everyone would hate me.
 

Deus_Ex_Lemur

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I'm afraid.. Because I feel judged even at my own house. I want to escape, I just want to be myself, yesterday I needed to go on a photograph, and I got comments that I needed to wear make up, I just wish I could just be whatever I wanna be! And I feel so terrified of being myself, because everyone would hate me.

Nope, no one would hate you for being yourself =) Some may questions some things; but you gotta stand up for being yourself. I struggle with this; in the moment - I am too afraid to BE my real self - my quirky humor, etc. I feel afraid ppl wont approve or like myself... but I do it backwards, I try get their/other approval first, being afraid them judging/etc. BEFORE getting my own, which is the most important =)

Ive seen in last week interesting ppl being themselves, in interesting ways lol. If you're true to that and believe a little it shows, ppl will think more not less.

What I've found is that its not that those ppl dont care what others think, they dont let it dictate/change their "selves". They stay true to their core. Sometimes I cant fathom how they do it. =)

NOW - family - I think can be harder from my experience. I def. feel more judged a bit by them. But then I give in a lot.
 

Rembrandt Broam

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Why did I watch that? Did I really think it would make me feel better? Well OK, there was the uplifting aspect of seeing it, but overall I should have known that it would make me feel worse, not better.

Of course I'll still do exactly the same thing next time...... :rolleyes:
 
Why did I watch that? Did I really think it would make me feel better? Well OK, there was the uplifting aspect of seeing it, but overall I should have known that it would make me feel worse, not better.

Of course I'll still do exactly the same thing next time...... :rolleyes:

Did you watch that Rebecca Black video on youtube again? ;)
 

okcancel

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History and math test tomorrow. My two least favorite subjects. Of course the tests had to fall on the same day. Grrr
 
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