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Old 10-29-2017
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I take offense at people calling it 'the cowards way' out.

To those who call it that, I dare you to say it to my face.

We'll see who's 'cowering' after 30 seconds..
Agreed! My older sister said that to me a few months ago and called me pathetic and over-dramatic for saying I feel like killing myself, sometimes. Believe you me, it took a lot to resist smacking her in the mouth.

Cuz she said that after she made a huge bloody scene - shouting and swearing - about our mother's weekly grocery shop. And all I did was come downstairs and tell her to calm down, for which I was told to f*ck off!
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Thistle Sorry, huvin a wee bit o' cheeky fun with this thread to take my mind off the family drama going on around me.
I cannot say what I cannot say.
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i want to laugh more!
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What you cannot say.
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I cannot say what I cannot say.
I can (usually) write what i cannot say
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Old 10-31-2017
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you sounded cute when you said that
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I miss you, Caleb. A stupid geek.

But I cant just meet you.

Id better stay alone.
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Old 12-10-2017
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Sometimes I hate you for dying.
Im sorry.
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Old 12-10-2017
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Your treatment of our mother for the past 5 months has been appalling.
And here's a reality check for ye - she priorities you over me. So, next you accuse her of doing eff all, you do well to remember that.

And, what good is reading this book when yer attitude is utter shite?

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Is Pokemans GO still a thing? Or did all the rare teletubbies get caught by now?
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The WiFi at my restaurant sucks. It's practically non-existent. We don't get Spurs games on TV either so that's one other thing our customers hate...and why are we constantly running out of things??
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Old 12-11-2017
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Is Pokemans GO still a thing? Or did all the rare teletubbies get caught by now?
I thought teletubbies are only for babies/toddlers? lol
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I thought teletubbies are only for babies/toddlers? lol
Now that I think of it it sounds like I was calling Pokemon GO players childish. That was not my intention, lol.
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Old 12-11-2017
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What now then?! Where d'we go from here? You've said sorry. And...? Now what?
Is that word supposed to suddenly just make everything you put me through irrelevant cuz it's in the past? Sadly, it ain't for me. I've got a constant reminder of the side of you which you are always quick to deny exists... The scar on the back of my left hand.

Yet, not once did I lay a finger on you. Never! Aye, ah threatened ye - only in the hope you'd see the wrong in hurting me. But nope! Apparently the rules don't apply to you, being a woman.

If you didn't want me leaving as a last resort to save what's left of my health, why didn't you treat me better? That wus all I wus asking for. Ah did everything ever asked of me, helped when asked. But you never once offered to help me when I asked for it. In a way, you made this move inevitable by telling me I needed you, and me proving otherwise.

Oh, and feeling sorry for yourself because your life isn't what you expected it to be doesn't get you anywhere in life.
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Old 12-18-2017
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Never gonnae learn, are ye? Ya always make it about you, eh? Always the bloody victim, always this negative attitude. Yer more dour, dreary n' depressing than a f*ckin' Scottish summer.

Nay time for self reflection unless yer lookin' in tha mirror, of course. And you huv the nerve to say ah don't care? Though, yer right... except, ah just don't care about you! Y'see the difference is, unlike you, the rest o' this family actually appreciate when ah do summit for them. You? You question everything, cuz doing something just to show a bit kindness... Naw! Cannae huv that now, can we? Not these days. There's got to a reason, isn't there? Always an ulterior motive.

It amazes me how you still don't get why I rarely say more than 2 words to you, let alone full sentences. Though, mum wus right, we're afraid to speak to you. Why? Well... it's kinda difficult talk to someone who's short temper can cause more devastation than drone strike.

But hey it's everyone else who's wrong, amirite? Everyone else's problems are trivial compared to the struggles of you being a single mother? It's not like we were raised by one, ourselves, were we sis?!
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Really...?! Yer playing the "Don't leave me or else I'll kill myself" trope? F*ckin endless you are! Pathetic, even. D'ye think yer life is a f*ckin' Shakespeare play where the lovers die by their hand in the end? D'you just not want me to be happy, is that it? If so, yer succeeding to the point I rather take my own, just outta spite for the crap you put me through.

And eh, last time I checked, I'm yer son. Not yer surrogate husband, despite looking just like my dad. So, either, let me get on my life alone. Or make it easier for me, and end yours. Cuz you've been nothing but a burden to me these past 10 years of my adult life.
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I can't let go of the anger of those around me in the weeks after my father died. The break down I had in July that year and the anger continued.
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Old 12-19-2017
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I am frightened that I have lost control but on the other hand I just don't care anymore.
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I am frightened that I have lost control but on the other hand I just don't care anymore.
Me too.
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I'd prefer to live in a fantasy world over this real one.

I really would.
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