mrmojorisin
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Hello everyone.
Well, I dont know how to start it, but lets say I've been feeling weird since a long time ago. Ive decided to look up on the internet to check out about it and thats how I ended up here.
To start, I sweat a lot (underarms and hands). I dont really think that it has something to do with any metabolism disfunction or anything related to it. When Im home, sitting by myself, not worrying about anything, Im completely dry, but whenever I step on the street, go to college or relate with someone else, it all comes back again. It drips, its awful.
But thats not all.
Couple years ago, I crashed my crash with some other, and I was giving a ride to this girl. Thank God, nothing happened to us, although, I was very concerned about her, that actually something really bad could've happened to us. Well, after that, everytime I'd go out with my girlfriend, lets say, we went out for dinner, when we were done and start going back to the car, I'd always have this weird feeling, like something was stuck in my throat and my stomach was fullfilled with air, about to explode. So I start coughin a lot, and if I dont sit down, close my eyes and take some deep breaths, I'd puke the whole dinner in front of her. The fact is I've never told her about it, so I always had to make up excuses to go to the bath, being afraid of throwing up in front of her. It was embarassing, she always asked me if I was sick.
Nowadays, I dont have it anymore, but thats maybe because Im no longer dating anymore. Although, the cough comes back again but this time in different situations, like going out and knowing there gonna be girls there. Matter of fact, I dont think it has something to do with girls specifically, but just to think that things might happen and there are going to be a lot of people around, makes me nervous/ancious (I dont know). Im also very good to imagine things, and, sometimes I start to putting myself in difficult situations in the thoughts, and even though I know that it's not going to happen, the cough comes back again. I've puked many times before going out to parties for example. Its not a lot of puke (sorry for being nasty) but just to put something out, makes me feel alright again.
I drink and smoke a lot, and thats the only way, I can get rid of these things (Sweating and this weird sensation in my stomach/throat).
Whenever Im disconnected of everything around me or dont really caring about things, Im fine. Im dry. Im in peace. Marijuana helps me a lot in this case. (Not doing any apology here).
Anyway, it has injured a lot my social life. Im not the same anymore. I feel terrible at parties, when girls come around, joking around, hugin', anyway, and when they touch me, I know they felt Im wet. Its embarassing, I just dont feel alright at these places anymore, even friends around, Its terrible.
I try to drink as much as I can do forget about, but somehow, Im screwing up my life. All I wanted to have was a normal life, like my friends do. Get around people. What is funny, is that sometimes Im not sweat, but just to start thinkin that Ill get sweat in a while, and some girl can get around me and feel the wet, makes me start sweating, and when I know I am all sweat, I sweat even more. I wanna leave the place, I wanna go out, and sometimes people are having fun and Im not.
As i've said before, all I wanted to have was a normal life, go out, dance, wear colored t-shirts. But I feel lonely in this boat, no one to talk about it.
Thats why Im asking,
Please anyone with some experience talk to me.
Im very sad at the moment. Its terrible. Any tip/help will be very welcome.
Anyway, thanks for sharing, I hope im not alone in this boat.
Peace.
Well, I dont know how to start it, but lets say I've been feeling weird since a long time ago. Ive decided to look up on the internet to check out about it and thats how I ended up here.
To start, I sweat a lot (underarms and hands). I dont really think that it has something to do with any metabolism disfunction or anything related to it. When Im home, sitting by myself, not worrying about anything, Im completely dry, but whenever I step on the street, go to college or relate with someone else, it all comes back again. It drips, its awful.
But thats not all.
Couple years ago, I crashed my crash with some other, and I was giving a ride to this girl. Thank God, nothing happened to us, although, I was very concerned about her, that actually something really bad could've happened to us. Well, after that, everytime I'd go out with my girlfriend, lets say, we went out for dinner, when we were done and start going back to the car, I'd always have this weird feeling, like something was stuck in my throat and my stomach was fullfilled with air, about to explode. So I start coughin a lot, and if I dont sit down, close my eyes and take some deep breaths, I'd puke the whole dinner in front of her. The fact is I've never told her about it, so I always had to make up excuses to go to the bath, being afraid of throwing up in front of her. It was embarassing, she always asked me if I was sick.
Nowadays, I dont have it anymore, but thats maybe because Im no longer dating anymore. Although, the cough comes back again but this time in different situations, like going out and knowing there gonna be girls there. Matter of fact, I dont think it has something to do with girls specifically, but just to think that things might happen and there are going to be a lot of people around, makes me nervous/ancious (I dont know). Im also very good to imagine things, and, sometimes I start to putting myself in difficult situations in the thoughts, and even though I know that it's not going to happen, the cough comes back again. I've puked many times before going out to parties for example. Its not a lot of puke (sorry for being nasty) but just to put something out, makes me feel alright again.
I drink and smoke a lot, and thats the only way, I can get rid of these things (Sweating and this weird sensation in my stomach/throat).
Whenever Im disconnected of everything around me or dont really caring about things, Im fine. Im dry. Im in peace. Marijuana helps me a lot in this case. (Not doing any apology here).
Anyway, it has injured a lot my social life. Im not the same anymore. I feel terrible at parties, when girls come around, joking around, hugin', anyway, and when they touch me, I know they felt Im wet. Its embarassing, I just dont feel alright at these places anymore, even friends around, Its terrible.
I try to drink as much as I can do forget about, but somehow, Im screwing up my life. All I wanted to have was a normal life, like my friends do. Get around people. What is funny, is that sometimes Im not sweat, but just to start thinkin that Ill get sweat in a while, and some girl can get around me and feel the wet, makes me start sweating, and when I know I am all sweat, I sweat even more. I wanna leave the place, I wanna go out, and sometimes people are having fun and Im not.
As i've said before, all I wanted to have was a normal life, go out, dance, wear colored t-shirts. But I feel lonely in this boat, no one to talk about it.
Thats why Im asking,
Please anyone with some experience talk to me.
Im very sad at the moment. Its terrible. Any tip/help will be very welcome.
Anyway, thanks for sharing, I hope im not alone in this boat.
Peace.
