dannyboy65
Well-known member
I find I've been experiencing bad anxiety like I used too. I didn't have any for around 5 months and now I've been having it every night. I don't understand what it is. My life is going so amazingly right now and I feel scared or worried, is it cause I've never had this happen before? Like I have a healthy relationship with an amazing girl, I've been growing more independence, I've been taking my medication the way I'm supposed too, I have so many friends, and I'm in college taking the class I really want to do and I was one of the 24 chosen out of a selection of 89 people.
My life is actually becoming great, yet when it finally happens this crippling anxiety comes back. Like I don't even think of anything I just have an anxiety feeling in my chest. I can't do anything without being worried it seems. I worry about the past, things I can't control, my future. Once I think about it maybe its me worrying because I don't want to lose all of what I have. Does that make sense? I just want to live a life happy and anxiety free is that to much to ask?
My life is actually becoming great, yet when it finally happens this crippling anxiety comes back. Like I don't even think of anything I just have an anxiety feeling in my chest. I can't do anything without being worried it seems. I worry about the past, things I can't control, my future. Once I think about it maybe its me worrying because I don't want to lose all of what I have. Does that make sense? I just want to live a life happy and anxiety free is that to much to ask?