Nelly
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No one takes me seriously, no one ever did.
I always a really shy quiet person. Sometimes i wouldn't even say anything. I was very anxious and suffered from social anxiety through most of my life but i'm getting better now and a bit more confident and i'm able to speak out a bit more, but people don't take me seriously..!!
When i speak no one takes me seriously, they're like ''oh ok yea'' like they were humoring me..
No one tells me anything..I'm 17 and currently repeating the leaving cert. My friends have gone on to college and i haven't talked to them. I knew a few girls in repeat and i hang out with them but they tell me nothing, they don't include me in anything..the worst thing is i've known them for about 6 years and i still can't have a proper conversation with them. They can have better conversations with people they just met this year.
They don't take me seriously. I feel like they are humoring me and just putting up with me because i have no one else. At lunch i dropped a bit of lettuce out of my sandwich without realising and one of them said after ''who dropped the lettuce!'' they said it like they were giving out in a sarcastic way, just having a slag..and i said it was me..''oh i thought it was one of the others, i was gonna say something about it but since its you its ok''..
I'm gonna take it seriously, i'm more relaxed than they give me credit for. It is my own fault though for being really quiet and shy. I'm way too quiet around them and i just don't know what to say when i'm with them. I'm better at talking to other people but them i'm just blank..
Even other people don't take me seriously, people i've only known this year. I say nothing around them, i mind my own business, i try to make an effort but they look at me like i've 5 heads..i don't know what i'm doing but i could never make an impact on people, i have no best friends or anyone close and to me that is kinda sad. I feel so lonely and sad all the time because of it..!!
People love my friends and always talk to them and refer to them as the 4 of them, it's like i'm invisible..it's like people try to avoid me and i can't figure out why, because i haven't really spoken out or done anything to give myself a bad name, i don't know what to do?!..
I should have made a better effort with people and i feel so bad about it!!
I feel abnormal and so lonely..I need to change, i want to be taken seriously and treated my age..I need help!!
(sorry if it was too long but i really needed to let it out and talk)
I always a really shy quiet person. Sometimes i wouldn't even say anything. I was very anxious and suffered from social anxiety through most of my life but i'm getting better now and a bit more confident and i'm able to speak out a bit more, but people don't take me seriously..!!
When i speak no one takes me seriously, they're like ''oh ok yea'' like they were humoring me..
No one tells me anything..I'm 17 and currently repeating the leaving cert. My friends have gone on to college and i haven't talked to them. I knew a few girls in repeat and i hang out with them but they tell me nothing, they don't include me in anything..the worst thing is i've known them for about 6 years and i still can't have a proper conversation with them. They can have better conversations with people they just met this year.
They don't take me seriously. I feel like they are humoring me and just putting up with me because i have no one else. At lunch i dropped a bit of lettuce out of my sandwich without realising and one of them said after ''who dropped the lettuce!'' they said it like they were giving out in a sarcastic way, just having a slag..and i said it was me..''oh i thought it was one of the others, i was gonna say something about it but since its you its ok''..
I'm gonna take it seriously, i'm more relaxed than they give me credit for. It is my own fault though for being really quiet and shy. I'm way too quiet around them and i just don't know what to say when i'm with them. I'm better at talking to other people but them i'm just blank..
Even other people don't take me seriously, people i've only known this year. I say nothing around them, i mind my own business, i try to make an effort but they look at me like i've 5 heads..i don't know what i'm doing but i could never make an impact on people, i have no best friends or anyone close and to me that is kinda sad. I feel so lonely and sad all the time because of it..!!
People love my friends and always talk to them and refer to them as the 4 of them, it's like i'm invisible..it's like people try to avoid me and i can't figure out why, because i haven't really spoken out or done anything to give myself a bad name, i don't know what to do?!..
I should have made a better effort with people and i feel so bad about it!!
I feel abnormal and so lonely..I need to change, i want to be taken seriously and treated my age..I need help!!
(sorry if it was too long but i really needed to let it out and talk)