Nearly at Rock Bottom!!!!!!

Which way do I go?

Lately I have gone really down hill! I have been signed off from work for two weeks as my Mum took me to the doctor because I told her I wanted to commit suicide.

I am so depressed, wondered if anyone else has experienced this? Hoping the only way is up now! I am on anti-depressants but I undersatnd that they take a couple of weeks to work, am waiting to see a councillor.

I understand how everyone is feeling, hope no-one is feeling as bad as I am right now x

Well, hang in there. It's awful when your really really down, but in my case, that part dosn't last real long. I have so many ups and downs, that i've sorta learned to roll with them. It's soooooooo awful hard to reason with it though when your IN it, but know that you'll be ok again. I have i think ALL of what can be wrong, but when im not "feeling" it, im fine, dont know if that's easier or harder.......Good luck, hang in there.......

Hi there gem Sorry you haven't been feeling good lately you have my sympathy. I also felt depressed last week, for the first time in a long time, even the medication which I'm taking is not helping me...at all. I used to dwell alot on suicide in the past but now I just get depressed and feel sorry for myself

I know how you feel, but taking your life is not worth it, I recently found hope through reading the Bible and its completely changed the way I see things. Dont you know that god could have made you anything he wanted to, but he chose to make you one of the most important species on earth which is a human being. I believe you could get through this, just hold on and KEEP YOUR HEAD UP

Gem,

I also had those feelings too. They are very painful. I was in the hospital for two weeks.

The most painful feeling was that I was alone. I felt that everyone else had the right and a reason to live with the exception of myself. I felt that I wasted the space that took up.

I am so glad that you had the courage to talk to your mother about your suicidal thoughts. That did take a lot of courage! I'm glad that you will be able to talk to someone privately about your feelings.

When your depression lifts, life will look so differently that it does now! Take care and be good to yourself!