SpLynx
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Hi all who will want to read this... I was on the forum for a while but didnt want to introduce. Now I feel I want to write about myself.
I just entered 25th year of my life. I am living in a foreign country, dont know the language well enough yet, I was living here for a bit more than 1.5 years. Married. I do not work, spending my days playing games, watching movies or doing anything to spend my time. Usually I sit at home and go nowhere.
Before coming here I was already a not normal person fearful of people, depressed. I didnt do anything about it.. I once went to a psychiatrist and he said I have a depression and gave me seroxat. I didnt like the side effects and stopped using that after 3 pills. I also didnt trust the doctor as he didnt seem to examine me enough to give the diagnosis. I could do something more but I had no money. Going to psychiatrists cost much money and the medicine is also very expensive in my home country. I didnt say anything to my parents as they wouldnt understand anyway. They are both clearly having some issues themselves... but reject they need any psychiatrists.
So... now as I am in a foreign country and doing nothing, not communicating with people everything is becoming worse. I begin to want to just die. My husband is depressed himself and had panic attacks which started last year. With Zoloft (Lustral) panic attacks disappeared but he is sleeping all the free time and is depressed, doesnt want to do anything... So I cant do anything even with him... I feel alone.. but cant blame him.. he is ill anyway...
I would want to go to a psychiatrist but I dont know the language well enough to be able to communicate with him/her. And I dont have anyone who could be an interpreter. My husband has to work... I dont know if I could get any english speaking specialist.. We dont have much money as my husband is the only one who works.. and we pay the rent..
So.. I am lost in here.. I would really want to fix myself but dont know what to do...
Thanks to everyone who will bother to read everything.
I just entered 25th year of my life. I am living in a foreign country, dont know the language well enough yet, I was living here for a bit more than 1.5 years. Married. I do not work, spending my days playing games, watching movies or doing anything to spend my time. Usually I sit at home and go nowhere.
Before coming here I was already a not normal person fearful of people, depressed. I didnt do anything about it.. I once went to a psychiatrist and he said I have a depression and gave me seroxat. I didnt like the side effects and stopped using that after 3 pills. I also didnt trust the doctor as he didnt seem to examine me enough to give the diagnosis. I could do something more but I had no money. Going to psychiatrists cost much money and the medicine is also very expensive in my home country. I didnt say anything to my parents as they wouldnt understand anyway. They are both clearly having some issues themselves... but reject they need any psychiatrists.
So... now as I am in a foreign country and doing nothing, not communicating with people everything is becoming worse. I begin to want to just die. My husband is depressed himself and had panic attacks which started last year. With Zoloft (Lustral) panic attacks disappeared but he is sleeping all the free time and is depressed, doesnt want to do anything... So I cant do anything even with him... I feel alone.. but cant blame him.. he is ill anyway...
I would want to go to a psychiatrist but I dont know the language well enough to be able to communicate with him/her. And I dont have anyone who could be an interpreter. My husband has to work... I dont know if I could get any english speaking specialist.. We dont have much money as my husband is the only one who works.. and we pay the rent..
So.. I am lost in here.. I would really want to fix myself but dont know what to do...
Thanks to everyone who will bother to read everything.
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