Boundless said:
Close family,2 brothers 2 sisters,mother,father and step father.
Really? And it doesn't run in your family? :? I don't mean to offend or pry, but I find that hard to believe!
You know, the thing with "it running in my family" was everyone (my parents especially) were too proud to admit there was any type of mental illness. So they would avoid the subject and say "it's all in your head." Especially my dad. That was funny, because almost all of us showed physical symptoms of social anxiety since we were young.
I can see it in my mom and dad and it's like an embarrassment to admit there's something wrong in the family. I'm not aiming to be the Brady Bunch, but a little history on the family and our illnesses wouldn't hurt.
Maybe you should search outsider your immediate family.
What I want to do (along with my sister) is get it all out in the open and stop pretending there's nothing wrong with us.