Losing my mind.

Today at work I was feeling so good, talking to customers and co-workers more then usual and i just felt normal for a change. 5 30 rolls around and this girl comes to my cash to relive me. Shes pretty attractive and I've said a few words to her before when she spoke to me first,this has givin' me confidence in the past. Today I couldn't speak to her at all, I just stood there and looked the other way, and the sad part is she didn't expect me to...work is turning into high school all over again, people are starting to accept I'm not going to talk to them. This happens to me all the time, I'll be fine and out of nowhere one little thing will happen and thats it for me for the rest of the day...I actually might go to the doctor,but i know i won't, i don't know if i can take this anymore. I thought my job was helping me...I just don't get the motivation to even try to help myself, I don't get it. I'm thinking theres more then SA.

I forgot to ask, If I where to actually go threw with it how would i go about going to a doctor about this? How do they usually react to a problem like this?

Hey there,
I can say i feel alot like that myself sometimes, i thought it was depression amongst other problems... cant say i really do know the problem entirely yet. But it does feel alot better actually going to the doctors so you can be atleast started in some route of treatment.

All i did was call up and made an appointment, told him wat the problem was and how bad it was. I saw a psychologist who told me to go back to him and get said medications.

And well for most, insert happy ending here lol mine has worsened and medications arent working... so im off to see him on friday. But from what i have heard most people react well to them and learn through therapy how to help stop it.

Hope i helped ya bud,
Josh

Ey up mate. Ive been suffering with communicating with people for about ten years which has been a nightmare. But over the past few days I've kept saying a frase over and over in my head all the time and espeicially just before Im going to talk to someone:-Dont be scared of ANYBODY or ANYTHING or of what they might think of you. You've got to really mean it when you say it to your self.
PLEASE try this first for a couple of days before you get some docter shuv aload of pills down your neck, which, they have done to my mum and electro fryed her brain and now shes fucked!!!!
Good luck mate and let me know how you get on, because doing this has helped me alot.