theslowesthand
Banned
I've been compiling a list of all the things (mainly outings) i did over the course of my life. It's 2 1/2 pages long, and seems a fair bit (my dad liked to go here & there often). Quite a few beaches, walks, rides in our boat, long trips to visit relatives, etc, etc. Also is including things i did as a school student (eg trip to museum, camp).
But now (& for past 10-15 yrs) it's basically been NOTHING. But it's been SO LONG without me doing stuff, that i don't know if i'll ever get back to a more active way of life. Also, i don't live with my parents now, and i don't have transport (bar a motorbike that i don't seem to want to use, due again to habit).
It's no wonder i'm bored all the time, as i never go anywhere or do anything. But it's like a part of me is attached to being inactive - almost like a comfort zone thing.
But i must say that i've always had trouble being "safe" when abroad, due to all the bullying/insults & generally mean treatment i got from the public. That would certainly play a part in my stay-at-home lifestyle. I have a fear of the outside world.
But now (& for past 10-15 yrs) it's basically been NOTHING. But it's been SO LONG without me doing stuff, that i don't know if i'll ever get back to a more active way of life. Also, i don't live with my parents now, and i don't have transport (bar a motorbike that i don't seem to want to use, due again to habit).
It's no wonder i'm bored all the time, as i never go anywhere or do anything. But it's like a part of me is attached to being inactive - almost like a comfort zone thing.
But i must say that i've always had trouble being "safe" when abroad, due to all the bullying/insults & generally mean treatment i got from the public. That would certainly play a part in my stay-at-home lifestyle. I have a fear of the outside world.
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