nope1
Well-known member
And it's DAMN frustrating. I'm 23 years old and it feels as if I'm wasting my life. I don't know what's interests me. I don't know what to study. It's like I don't have the energy to do the things I want.
I feel as if I'm an actor to talk with people and that's wearing me out. I don't feel a passion where I have the energy to talk with the people and actually do something interesting and working.
I can't concentrate on my only course needed to study international development but I'm not even sure that I want to do that. Will I have a career at age 32 when I know a lot of people who at age 24 have one and even some of them got married?
It's just I don't know how to get by in life... cherishing it as if it's my own. I'm at the Humpty Dumpty who sees the world advancing.
Maybe I'm depressed because I know I made some achievements such as restarting the courses I need to get into university. But it seems all is dark ...
I need someone to tell me "it's ok, you can do it, I believe in you", but I know that's not possible because each person has it's own life to take care off. And yes, I need to believe in myself but I don't have the energy anymore.
Maybe I need to take antidepressants, but I just hate meds. I don't even take Tylenol's or Advil when my head hurts... so the thought of taking antidepressants isn't that great... what do you think?
I feel as if I'm an actor to talk with people and that's wearing me out. I don't feel a passion where I have the energy to talk with the people and actually do something interesting and working.
I can't concentrate on my only course needed to study international development but I'm not even sure that I want to do that. Will I have a career at age 32 when I know a lot of people who at age 24 have one and even some of them got married?
It's just I don't know how to get by in life... cherishing it as if it's my own. I'm at the Humpty Dumpty who sees the world advancing.
Maybe I'm depressed because I know I made some achievements such as restarting the courses I need to get into university. But it seems all is dark ...
I need someone to tell me "it's ok, you can do it, I believe in you", but I know that's not possible because each person has it's own life to take care off. And yes, I need to believe in myself but I don't have the energy anymore.
Maybe I need to take antidepressants, but I just hate meds. I don't even take Tylenol's or Advil when my head hurts... so the thought of taking antidepressants isn't that great... what do you think?