Spfreezes
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I have a few close friends in my town and we used to spent our time together. Two of them are my childhood friends or they were, whatever. And after some time one of them find himself a gf and that fool forgot about us and I haven't even seen him for months I don't care at all but after a few months then I clearly saw that, other best(!) friends of me are going out and are doing something together and once I've met them by chance outside, they were eating and talking to each other, no problem they don't need to my permission ok, but whenever I want them to go out for something they are always busy, and there is no reason to be busy especially at this time oh God damn!! we're on holiday and I'm generally at home all day long and so they are I know.. Anyway one of them started to spend his time with his other group of friend in evenings ok I can understand it again he have never asked me to come with them although I've been with them for several times ever. And 3-4 weeks ago I realised that the only one who tries to contact, to meet and call is me and me again and felt really sick and angry. I just decided not to call them. They don't even write when I'm online on msn and it seem that they don't need my friendship anymore. As I said, it has been nearly a month and they have never called me nor message nor anything just like I guessed. I'm trying to understand whats going on and trying to find any fault but no way. Nowadays I also feel non-fobic and I've been so extroverted than before for a year but there are still stupid things that make me feel depressed and worthless.. I just started to hate them. Well maybe it's a nature's law but it really sucks. Sometimes I say ' Damn it, go to hell and do what you want!' But I'm getting alone..
Anyway what do you think you should do if you were me?
Anyway what do you think you should do if you were me?