He did through his written word.
please provide supporting scripture...
I feel so nervous and suicidal most of the time and day.
severe depression has that affect...are you on anit-depressants?
whatever you can to get away from yourself...sometimes, it takes getting away from yourself, to see where you were.
Jesus told me throgh dreams too.
maybe you're misinterpreting those dreams.
Is there any real hope for me?
from having been to the edge of death myself, i can say, as long as you are breathing, you HAVE hope.
from the short description of your state of mind, i can without any doubts tell you, get away from your environment. go for a walk, anywhere. it will take forcing yourself to do that. things are NOT always as they appear in your thoughts, especially when severe depression is involved, and those negative thoughts will only intensify the longer you sit there. get up, and walk out your door, and keep walking.
it is hard to see the other side of where you are. i know, i've been there.
and i know it's hard to see...but it does get better with every step taken.
many years ago, in some ways, i felt the same despair you feel...today, looking back, i do see the lessons i had to learn within myself.
there is a reason you have not met HER yet...and that reason lays within your needing to learn more about yourself...go for a walk and eventually you will see what you need to learn.
do you like to read?
