Jealous of partying people

recluse

Well-known member
I get really jealous when i see people out partying having a good time. When i drive through town at night i see all these people out drinking and socializing and i want to tell them all to go to hell, because i haven't the guts to socialize, i hate crowds of people because they make me nervous.

I feel like the 'Grinch' because i feel like spoiling everyone else's fun :twisted:
 

hollie666

Member
OMG same, esspecially on the internet all the other people have friends and have photo's up of them at parties having fun, i feel like im missing out on my teenage life or should i say missed out, im 18. I hate crowds too.

hope things get better for you xo
 

Doomed2Die

Well-known member
I feel the same only instead of anger or jeously I just get swamped with some crazy amount of self hate, resigned thoughts. :/ ah well, its hard to face the music and agree with oneself such a envolvement is impossible, for now anyway.
 

Sacrament

Well-known member
I'm not jealous. Even if I didn't suffer from anxiety, I wouldn't be the partying type. It's just not me. I don't see what is so fascinating about getting drunk and acting stupid (or even worse).
 

xSleepy

Well-known member
ide have to agree with you Sacrament. i was never and dont think ill ever be the "par-taying" type of person. and no offense to anyone, but i wouldnt really wanna have friends that were into that scene. i dont like how drinking changes people. i lived with a drunk for all my life and i guess that would have something to do with why i dont care for drinking. and plus im underage!! haha, like that stops anybody these days.
 

Joey86

Well-known member
I'm not really jealous either. It's what some people find fun. I just don't find it fun.
 
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