I've been very very dumb

Thelema

Well-known member
Emma my dear what ever you do do not become the girl he can go to for easy sex when ever he wishes. He is most likely thinking he has you right where he wants you. He gets in touch with you and you will obey his every wish just to be with him. He is using you. You must burn the bridges and get this user out of your life. There is no love there. He sees you as a piece of toilet paper to be used and then disposed of as he wishes.
 
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