Fuckin father and mom ...thanks for ruin my life

well..i dont know from where i should start..i have either social phobia or schizofrinia whatever..but thanx to myself that i still have the ability to interpret my life and analaze it..
after get on through this site my health get improved execpt some stuttering
my story is strange.. i have all the respect from all people and relatives thats becouse my talent and my high degrees in educations and lovely character thats what makes me feel confidence and resepect till i reached the home with my parent and my family..everything change
my fuckin father insult me with unreasonable events such as where is the tie that i was putting here..why u are sitting like that...when i wear something he said what a hell u wear..when i speak in front of others he push me off u said u are stupid...all of that hurts me a lot.. coz iam a good man and well educated i work in IT field and all people show me love and respect..since i born and insults and hurts come over..

truthly i lost my confidence and i feel low self esteem and disgrace and cant behave well wih others i think they are better and high than me..

i started to revenge but unfortunatly i converted the revenge from him towards me.. i started be nervous..trying to have slut sex and might be drink and scream/// in general iam doing what he describe me...

iam sure that not good thats why i posted it here trying to find the right soluation..
What should i do with him?

avoid or ignore him.. if u cant avoid him, just honestly tell him what u feel like.. talk to ur mom or any other family member about it...but dont blame urself coz its not ur fault