I'm just afraid of this world, and feel that I am not strong enough

Livingwithoutlivin

Well-known member
I want to go to a job interview, that I can go to any day in the week, but I keep lagging, I'm supposed to type up a resume for it and go, but I'm afraid to. I feel like this time around, that I'm not worthy of having a job, and that I'm afraid to mess up or get panic attacks and show depression while working, I'm afraid most of how other people are gonna make me feel bad. I've only had two jobs, and at both, there was somebody or 2 trying to make me miserable! Man, I feel so damn worthless, I hate myself, and there is no way to change it, because those people will always exist.
 

doesit

Well-known member
You say you can go any day during the week,then pick a day and time when u feel the best,and least anxious,it could be morning,or afternoon.Once you there just try to be yourself.Or you could do nothing about it and spend your time thinking about what would happened if you tried to go for interview and feel sorry for yourself and make your condition worse.And them ones who are trying to make you feel bad will always exist,but its their problem not yours,just to your job and dont mind them,i know it sounds hard but it gets easier when time goes.
 

mndigi

Well-known member
Well others won't feed you (excluding social-security which isn't a permanent solution and my country doesn't have it any way). Just think about it like this. All living beings on this planet look for or hunt for food. That is what matters in the end. So you do a similar thing and work. If someone tries to stop you from doing it, you either deter them, or ignore them if they aren't physically stopping you from working say.
 
I know how you feel. I dealt with dirtbags at work too. Im off work now because I want to prioritize my health. Think about maybe working jobs that suit you. I know someone who has panic and they are self employed. Learned some massage and acupuncture and work their own hours.


Good luck in whatever you choose. Also dont put yourself down, you are a good person.
 

Beerpocalypse

New member
I work the night shift to avoid the general public that are out and about during the day. You gotta work to survive so if I were you I would try to find something that will suit your needs while allowing you to cope with your insecurities.
 
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dtrotter

Active member
You can do it, screw the fear of failure. Imagine, you rather found out about the answer, "you get the job or not" or when things have flew past and feel regretted and wonder what would be the answer?
 

Mahoshen

Member
I know the feeling, and it's not as easy as people think it is.. at least for me. I'm so bad, I actually had my mother call the places where I wanted to apply. I'm so pathetic. Needless to say, I didn't get any of the jobs.
 
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