I'm done...

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Miami

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Today is the last day that I'm going to let go to waste because my fvcking anxiety, depression, & ocd holds me back.
I've already taken steps tonight to better my self, and I have tomorrow planned out.
Instead of wasting the whole day eating **** on my computer at work and at home, I'm going to actually be productive. no more aimlessly surfing online, no more dreading customers, no more not going to school to study because I'm too damn anxious causing me to fail yet another semester, no more droping the ball when a girl shows interest in me or me not talking to a girl that I'm interested in. No more rotting in my fvcking house, wasting my youth b/c I'm too scared to live.
I'm done with this bull****, I'm going to get over it.

I need to stay positive because it feels like I've been through hell and I'm not going back. (I know that last line might sound cheesy)
 
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Beatrice

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I'm glad you feel that way. I'm familiar with this feeling. I just wish I could get it to last longer. But good for you! :)
 
Miserum

Miserum

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Miami said:
Yeah...so...my plan didn't quite work out
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Damn, your original post was made in 2011. Original post had A LOT of goals.

I'm sure you've grown in some regard since then. You can try again. Maybe take baby steps this time. :thumbup:
 
grapevine

grapevine

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bigcat1967 said:
good job. You might want to write short term and long term goals down on paper.
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Yeah I agree- Ive made big changes before and I coudnt of done them without automatic writing and journalling and pushing my ideals and motivation of what I wanted -
Id start off with .. what if I ... and think of things that you would really like to do and also things that really really bother you and dont want anymore.

Its easy when you have goals planned after doing that. Writing them down and making a vision board. Even using music to remind yourself of what you want and in your minds eye, becoming that person now and what you would do if you were that best self you want to be etc.

good luck : )
 
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