BornAgain
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Im just curious about how drugs affect SA, whether you used them before you developed it, after, or both. I want to know what kinds of drugs you use(d) and how it affects or affected your SA.
So I'll go first. I was an avid daily pot smoker for about 2 1/2 years (started at about 14 1/2) and I didnt smoke schwagg! I got cannabis club top medical grade herb, the purples, the reefers cups, you name it. Averagely, I would smoke a blunt a day, but on a good day it would be three. On generous weekends, 4-6 blunts a day (keep in mind this is some of the best herb on the planet). Since my SA kicked in, wich was the beginning of this summer, smoking pot just makes me extremely paranoid and extremely more self conscious about everything. F**k weed.
I have experimented with cocaine about no more than 6 times. My experience from it after my SA is that it completely cures it, %100. But when the comedown comes, it comes down HARD, and practically all of a sudden. All your SA symptoms come back to you like a nightmare, and you wish and try so hard to be like you were only moments ago, bt you just cant. F**k coke.
I have officially tried mushrooms 3 times. I say this because on a 4th occasion, it was just the cap of a golden cap mushroom, and didn't do much except it kinda gave me some foreshadowing (for lack of a better term) of what my future will somewhat be like. When on this cap, i barely hallucinated, but i felt alot of anxiety and trust issues because I was around at least 12 people and was trying to make a (pot) deal, me being the dealer. And pretty much throughout the day, i felt the symptoms of my SA, but to a much lesser degree. This was 4 months before the onset of my SA. The next day i was fine though, it was like an unpleasant dream with theme of wickidness. Shrooms fuck with your mind and your life. F**k 'shrooms.
And finally, the most tragic, yet pardoxically, most pleasurable phase of my life was when I experimented with ecstacy. 10 times in one month, the last two times two days in a row, I was up for 3 days. This experimentation i believe is the cause of my SA and depression and as foolish as I was, i still used it a couple more times. As with cocaine, E completely heals SA but with an easier comedown, but when your down, you're more depressed than ever. This, as stated above, was the most tragic phase of my life because of the problems it caused. The intense pleasure and intensly pleasurable social interactions were not worth it. Definitely not worth depression or SA. So F**K Thizz!(Ecstacy)
As for tobacco and alcohol, I'm down. They both slightly relieve my SA. Yes, they're extremely unhealthy, but I dont get much opportunities for social interactions so my consumption of those is at a small level. As for the other above mentioned drugs, I no longer use them, which is why I wrote f**k (x-drug) after each paragraph. I am basically drug free now!
I know I wrote alot, practically my entire High School experience, but I just wanted to make sorta a "template" if you will for anyone who reads this and who wishes to contribute. You don't have to tell be your life story or any story, the minimum requirements will do just fine here. And remember, I, nor anyone else in this forum, am/is out to judge anybody based on drug issues, so go ahead, dont be ashamed, post and boast if thats your wish!
So I'll go first. I was an avid daily pot smoker for about 2 1/2 years (started at about 14 1/2) and I didnt smoke schwagg! I got cannabis club top medical grade herb, the purples, the reefers cups, you name it. Averagely, I would smoke a blunt a day, but on a good day it would be three. On generous weekends, 4-6 blunts a day (keep in mind this is some of the best herb on the planet). Since my SA kicked in, wich was the beginning of this summer, smoking pot just makes me extremely paranoid and extremely more self conscious about everything. F**k weed.
I have experimented with cocaine about no more than 6 times. My experience from it after my SA is that it completely cures it, %100. But when the comedown comes, it comes down HARD, and practically all of a sudden. All your SA symptoms come back to you like a nightmare, and you wish and try so hard to be like you were only moments ago, bt you just cant. F**k coke.
I have officially tried mushrooms 3 times. I say this because on a 4th occasion, it was just the cap of a golden cap mushroom, and didn't do much except it kinda gave me some foreshadowing (for lack of a better term) of what my future will somewhat be like. When on this cap, i barely hallucinated, but i felt alot of anxiety and trust issues because I was around at least 12 people and was trying to make a (pot) deal, me being the dealer. And pretty much throughout the day, i felt the symptoms of my SA, but to a much lesser degree. This was 4 months before the onset of my SA. The next day i was fine though, it was like an unpleasant dream with theme of wickidness. Shrooms fuck with your mind and your life. F**k 'shrooms.
And finally, the most tragic, yet pardoxically, most pleasurable phase of my life was when I experimented with ecstacy. 10 times in one month, the last two times two days in a row, I was up for 3 days. This experimentation i believe is the cause of my SA and depression and as foolish as I was, i still used it a couple more times. As with cocaine, E completely heals SA but with an easier comedown, but when your down, you're more depressed than ever. This, as stated above, was the most tragic phase of my life because of the problems it caused. The intense pleasure and intensly pleasurable social interactions were not worth it. Definitely not worth depression or SA. So F**K Thizz!(Ecstacy)
As for tobacco and alcohol, I'm down. They both slightly relieve my SA. Yes, they're extremely unhealthy, but I dont get much opportunities for social interactions so my consumption of those is at a small level. As for the other above mentioned drugs, I no longer use them, which is why I wrote f**k (x-drug) after each paragraph. I am basically drug free now!
I know I wrote alot, practically my entire High School experience, but I just wanted to make sorta a "template" if you will for anyone who reads this and who wishes to contribute. You don't have to tell be your life story or any story, the minimum requirements will do just fine here. And remember, I, nor anyone else in this forum, am/is out to judge anybody based on drug issues, so go ahead, dont be ashamed, post and boast if thats your wish!
