Women probably aren't turned off you because of your looks - it's probably because of your low self esteem and self loathing - no girl wants a guy who can't at least look himself in the eye and feel good about himself. At the same time, they don't want an arrogant prick who thinks the sun shines out of his arse, but they certainly don't want the other extreme.
Ugly guys get hot girls all the time because generally appearance doesn't count for very much. yeah it helps and everything, but often being a confident person is attractive in itself.
Also a little secret - the more a woman loves you, the more attractive she finds you. Similarly to, the less we know a woman, the more attractive we find her
My girlfriend constantly says how attractive she finds me, despite me not seeing it myself. When we first started going out she thought i was about average looking, but soon into the relationship she began to find me really really attractive. Now she thinks I'm a sex god.
I'm blatantly not - but beauty is only speculative. It's also only skin deep - you must be quite a shallow person to "contemplate suicide" over your appearence.
If you go through life with that attitude, no girl will ever want to be with you.
