jschuley
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Last night, I got drunk and played euchre, a popular card game where I'm from, with two of my roommates and a guy friend of my male roommate who comes over pretty often. Well, I guess this guy was pretty hard up and desperate for sex. He kept mentioning women who were hot on tv, going so far as to proclaim he thought Bea Arthur of Golden Girls was hot. And he stated he wanted to meet somebody by the end of the night, because he thought we were going out to a bar. Well, because we did not I was the only available female present. So at first I was so awkward, the only reason I was able to loosen up was because of the liquor. I have been drunk every time I've ever had sex. So anyway, everyone goes to bed leaving just me and this guy awake in the living room and we start talking about sex. He says he is looking for no strings attached sex. I say I am into that too. He wants to watch porn, so I go upstairs and get my computer and bring it down and put a porn on. Then he says we can make our own porn and straddles me and begins making out with me feverishly. We pull each others clothes off and I go down on him, when I take control he whispers, "yes, be a good fuck." I tell him he has a beautiful cock. Then I go down on him for a while, he pushes my head down and I deep throat then he starts reaching for my vagina, even though I have told him I was on my period. So he was fully aware of that. So I assume he is reaching for my tampon clad vagina because he wants to fuck. So I tell him I am on my period and say I could put a towel down. he says he doesn't have a condom and I ask if he could pull out (retarded I know, but I was drunk). He says he can pull out. So we begin having sex and then he stops like only a few strokes into it. he says, "I'm so sorry, this is pathetic, it's been two months since I've had sex." I tell him that is okay. And we both say we'll finish it another time. Then he asks me how many guys I have been with, and I tell him. I wonder if he was nervous about getting a disease or getting me pregnant and that isn't why he stopped early rather than early ejaculation. I can't be sure. But anyway, tonight he came over again because he had plans with my male roommate and I had to go downstairs without the aid of any liquor or pills to take away my anxiety, and it was awkward as all fuck. Neither of us said anything to each other and he left soon. I am just so fucking awkward all the time and I hate it. And now every time I see this guy there is going to be this awkward sexual encounter hanging over our heads.
Good God. So has anybody else found themselves in a situation like this? Would anyone else care to share their sexual experiences? I would love to hear if I'm the only one who has to be drunk and who has awkward awkward failed attempts.
Good God. So has anybody else found themselves in a situation like this? Would anyone else care to share their sexual experiences? I would love to hear if I'm the only one who has to be drunk and who has awkward awkward failed attempts.