I feel like im crazy

decheecko

New member
I get anexiety/ panic attacks every day of my life. i feel like im gonna puke and i just want to get away but im trapped. i feel like im the only person in the world who has this problem. i want it to go away. i quest god and why he is doing this to me. I am afraid of going to school because of my daily panic attacks, i have contiplated suicide becaus the pain is so much and i feel like no one understands me and what im going through. Im starting zoloft or somthing but idk how long i can take this pain.
 

maggie

Well-known member
decheecko said:
I get anexiety/ panic attacks every day of my life. i feel like im gonna puke and i just want to get away but im trapped. i feel like im the only person in the world who has this problem. i want it to go away. i quest god and why he is doing this to me. I am afraid of going to school because of my daily panic attacks, i have contiplated suicide becaus the pain is so much and i feel like no one understands me and what im going through. Im starting zoloft or somthing but idk how long i can take this pain.
decheecko..at least on this site, there are tons of others who can completely understand what you're going through..and hopefully try to offer you support and advice. I'm not sure on any advice about meds., i haven't been brave enough to even talk to my doc about this, but maybe someone else will have info about that...till then, we can at least relate to you and what you go through :wink:
 

bashfulgirl

Active member
Hey Decheecko. Sorry you are feeling so bad. I can totally relate to everything you are saying. It is all very painful and isolating. But you are not alone. And there are lots of great ideas on this site for ways to get better step by step. For me the first and most important way is to be on Zoloft or something like it. I started taking it last yr in the midst of a bad depression and it pulled me out. I stopped taking it in April after my depression was over because of a mild side effect and then 4 months later landed in a depression again. I will never be off of antidepressants again. Its such a big boost and I hope it will do as much for you as it has for me. Hang in there. It will get better and not so painful.
 
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