I'm into my 3rd week in a uni. I came in with a bunch of friends and most of the time, we go for the same lectures. I feel fine in school, even though during tutes, i seldom have anyone to talk to. I think, i have 2 classes where i know some people, but other than that, im pretty much silent during my other classes with 0 interaction with the rest of the class. but i guess, uni life is like that? Its hard to find that BOND.
but in my residential college, its different. i feel like crap 80% of the time. Joining in mid stream IS sucky, since everybdy already have thier cliques, i just feel so out of place, and its supposed to be fun but im feeling so depressed. I havent made any close friends here, and people don't know me well either. i just find it so hard to interact with them, and i just don't know why they seem to get along soooo well and they always have soo much fun hanging out in each others rooms, where no one really comes to mine. and i never had the chance/guts to invite anyone over either. whats more, they probably think im bland and quiet and snobbish. im still trying hard to fit in. almost 1 month here now, and no close friends. im starting to be pessimistic. maybe i should just move out and wallow in self pity somewhere else. its too depressing here.
oh, suggestions please, i feel like just telling somehow how i feel so leftout with on one, maybe they could pity me and let me join in thier fun. maybe, by then, id be able to speak up and mix around better or something. oh well...just wonder what ur opinion is.