Hallo dear people,
At the same moment I found you this evening, I decided to register myself and take a part in this forum. And, at the first place, I had to choose a nickname for myself.
Panic attacks that later became a social phobia I’ve got at the same time as I studied music academy, preparing to study conducting. From that great ambition I became the one who isn’t possible to go to a market as normal people do, and never became a conductor. So, as you see, in one way my nickname is ironical. In another way, that is still my whish. Maybe I’m too old now (34) for What I’ll Be When I Grow Up Question, but I’m sure I still want to be a conductor of my own life. Going to start again the struggle with the fears, this is the symbol of the new beginning.
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Sorry for my bad English, I haven’t used it for years. That makes this talking in front of all of you much difficult, but… Nice to meet you!