How are you feeling?

alwaysrunning

Well-known member
Empty. I dont feel depressed, i just dont feel anything. Im done,terminated,anhilated theres nothing to keep me going, no one that cares, or cares if i care. Im invisible and always have been. Do interactions even mean anything. I can interact with people now fine i guess, but after those ephemeral moments im still alone and probably always will. Why cant i connect to people? Or allow myself to when others connect with me. Its not that i fear my life is over, but that i missed the chance to start it, i know im twenty but its probably too late, i never learned how.
 

thegunners21

Well-known member
Empty. I dont feel depressed, i just dont feel anything. Im done,terminated,anhilated theres nothing to keep me going, no one that cares, or cares if i care. Im invisible and always have been. Do interactions even mean anything. I can interact with people now fine i guess, but after those ephemeral moments im still alone and probably always will. Why cant i connect to people? Or allow myself to when others connect with me. Its not that i fear my life is over, but that i missed the chance to start it, i know im twenty but its probably too late, i never learned how.

I care, and it's never too late to start living life :)
 

MaliceInWickedland

Well-known member
Everything alright? :D

Right now... I'm bored as hell. Such a lovely day too...

No, not really. I'm just really appalled by how careless people are, specifically my so-called "friends". I'm always helping them out and listening to their crap and basically being their shoulder to cry on but when I need them the most they all turn their backs on me and leave me in the dark. Why the hell do I even care so much? Why SHOULD I care anymore? I should just start being a total b**** and see then if people will stop walking all over me. I'm tired of being a human doormat to everyone.
 

Deus_Ex_Lemur

Well-known member
No, not really. I'm just really appalled by how careless people are, specifically my so-called "friends". I'm always helping them out and listening to their crap and basically being their shoulder to cry on but when I need them the most they all turn their backs on me and leave me in the dark. Why the hell do I even care so much? Why SHOULD I care anymore? I should just start being a total b**** and see then if people will stop walking all over me. I'm tired of being a human doormat to everyone.

It's sad, but ppl even friends will take advantage of a person willing to listen. But we all have every right to assert our own feelings and interests, nobody is or should be anyones doormat. So shake out the dusty doormat you think you've been and lob it at your friends and no mas. You don't need to become a total witch - just, "Hey, I want to listen but I have a problem too and mine is just as important as yours". (obviously, wouldn't go that adroitly, not that that was adroit =) But anyways, it's hard to stand up for self when this seems to be the norm of the relationship, I know that too well. But anyways, you have ppl here who will listen at least :)
 

MaliceInWickedland

Well-known member
It's sad, but ppl even friends will take advantage of a person willing to listen. But we all have every right to assert our own feelings and interests, nobody is or should be anyones doormat. So shake out the dusty doormat you think you've been and lob it at your friends and no mas. You don't need to become a total witch - just, "Hey, I want to listen but I have a problem too and mine is just as important as yours". (obviously, wouldn't go that adroitly, not that that was adroit =) But anyways, it's hard to stand up for self when this seems to be the norm of the relationship, I know that too well. But anyways, you have ppl here who will listen at least :)

Thank you, that really means a lot :)
 

Deus_Ex_Lemur

Well-known member
Feeling really good actually. :)

Woohoo Yay! :D

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Aussie_Lad

Well-known member
Spent nearly all day in bed today from stomach flu. Couldn't hold anything down last night, not even water. I can drink a little water now, but want it to be over because I am supposed to be moving in a share house this weekend.
 
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Beatrice

Guest
I always waking up in the morning feeling like......



P. Diddy.



Okay I'm sorry that was terrible. But really, lately I've been waking up as if I'm coming out of a coma; I feel more disoriented than usual after a night's sleep, I feel nauseous and strange. And it takes me a long time to shake the feeling off. Plus, I have really REALLY intensely emotional dreams, usually involving anger or frustration of some sort that feel very real and when I wake up I feel drained and out of it.

Weird. I don't like it. ::(:
 

rbecca

Active member
Confused.
and angry.. at my nose, it keeps running D:
i wanna be a micro organism in shining armor and fight the bad ones (y)
 

Honda

Well-known member
The only reason we see that life is not fair is because we feel powerless or find it really hard to reach what we want..

I think all the misfortune in people's lives is from them because a miserable person is a person that chooses to be miserable..
When I feel miserable, and I wish I remember to think like that all the time, I tell myself that im the one holding myself back and that im the one feeling bad about something im missing rather than wasting time crying about it might aswell work hard to achieve it. Of course there as exceptions..
Otherwise no point of feeling bad about it if I dont do what it takes to get it.


Oh and on a final note, we all need friends... But make sure you have quality friends with quality traits such as respect, passion, optimism, courage... Im going to steer away from all the friends I have as they are lazy, non-passionate, miserable and selfish. They are literally pushing me down...
 
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