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DespairSoul

DespairSoul

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Beatrice said:
Well.... so much for that. Back to the same old feelings. Oh well, I was mentally prepared for it. I'm right there with you, Phoenixx.
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Beatrice u are really truly pretty girl stop being so hard on your self! Thank u one more time for the page which u posted was inspirational and cheerful.
 
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Beatrice

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I know exactly what you mean, Phoenixx. It happens to me too. Though I really shouldn't complain so much because it's just about one small feature of my body.... I'm so ridiculous.

Thanks, DespairSoul. That's very sweet of you. I just wish I felt a certain part of me was nicer. I really need to get over it though. I just don't know how :/

By the way, Despairsoul, where are you from?
 
DespairSoul

DespairSoul

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@Beatrice U are welcome! I'm from dreamland where is no pain...peace of soul. But mine real destination is propably at the moon?:) I send it to u PM.
 
Phoenixx

Phoenixx

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Beatrice said:
I know exactly what you mean, Phoenixx. It happens to me too. Though I really shouldn't complain so much because it's just about one small feature of my body.... I'm so ridiculous.
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^ There's actually quite a few things I'd change about my body. What gets me down the most though are my eyes... Well, not so much my eyes as the creases under them. I've always had really bad dark circles and creases under my eyes and I've always been pretty self-conscious about it. It's all hereditary, as most people on my dad's side have it.

And @ DespairSoul: Thank you :) You're always so positive.
 
Deus_Ex_Lemur

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Even the smallest part you can hate; I know. I'd rather hate my hands than other parts like ears. But it's all personal for the person.

But - gotta look at what you do have that's good and Pheonixx and Beatrice have far more that's great about them; well beyond physical beauty - but beauty of the soul.

BLARG hate being mushy... anyways... now TO ME... :D

Realizing my semester is over in literally a month plus a week or two... and I graduate... just everything I wanted to do wont happen. Prob was unrealistic about it tho I tried to be. Now just feel apathetic.

Feelings of highs and good and positiveness just too countered by negative thoughts and well, apathetic ones too and washed away like water from a broken dam. Hard to stay motivated...

I even hate typing about it becomes feels like vindicates those bad feelings you dont want. Eh. Bleh. *breathes in and out* Gotta stay positive, one day at a time. Yeahhhhhh...
 
DespairSoul

DespairSoul

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Phoenixx said:
^ There's actually quite a few things I'd change about my body. What gets me down the most though are my eyes... Well, not so much my eyes as the creases under them. I've always had really bad dark circles and creases under my eyes and I've always been pretty self-conscious about it. It's all hereditary, as most people on my dad's side have it.

And @ DespairSoul: Thank you :) You're always so positive.
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Phoenixx yes by help to others and cheer up others! If is going about mine self no positivity is like negativity ate mine brain..if u know what i mean...i can't find nothing positive for mine self and struggle a lot just being mine self.
 
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Beatrice

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Despairsoul, I can't send you my reply message because your inbox is too full. And I couldn't write this on your profile so I had to write it here, lol.
 
superfluouslyme

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Had a very, very long day. Drove to Chicago and wasted 5 hours while my mom was in a meeting. What would any self respecting 23 year old girl do? Why, go to the Brookfield Zoo you say? You bet! I actually had fun, despite it being "drag your children around in a red flyer wagon" day. Seriously, the place was oozing sticky children at every corner and entrance.
 
coyote

coyote

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superfluouslyme said:
Had a very, very long day. Drove to Chicago and wasted 5 hours while my mom was in a meeting. What would any self respecting 23 year old girl do? Why, go to the Brookfield Zoo you say? You bet! I actually had fun, despite it being "drag your children around in a red flyer wagon" day. Seriously, the place was oozing sticky children at every corner and entrance.
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yes, but the monkeys and river otters are always worth it
 
Deus_Ex_Lemur

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Why do I need caffeine to feel good? May as well go on setraline or some drug like that. I was depressed and apathetic and had lots of caffeine and coke. (like, coca cola =). eh. I dislike being dependent on something like coffee and energy drinks. Esp caffeine have to keep it up or get the downer part.
 
Kiwong

Kiwong

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Stiff as a proverbail board.

I gave up caffiene (Pepsi Max) a couple months ago. My anxiety is very much reduced. That stuff was really making me ill.
 
Falkor

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@Lemur: I drink cola everyday, but I know it will boost op my anxiety, but it's soo hard to stop drinking cola, it's soo good ::eek::
 
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Beatrice

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Elated again. I swear, I must be bipolar. I can't tell if the excessive happiness is from being down for so long, or if it's mania. So confusing. But I do enjoy the joy while it lasts.
 
DespairSoul

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TryAgain said:
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:Dbahaha that's hilarious
 
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