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chilled (listenin to bob marley)

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Sort of neutral, numb - nothing really. I get like that sometimes. I can't really explain it. :roll:
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ye i feel the same

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I feel like the fly that just vomited its guts out onto a hot steaming pile of dog poo.

Bad day. :(

Someone stick me in a time machine and set the date to tomorrow.
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awwww mamba, wasup? i had a shit day to. :(

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Just read in the other topic that you got a job, excellent. *thumbs up*

I just...long story, but something to do with not being able to get on with some work on my bike with someone watching over me. I got really stressed out and pretty much had a good old panic about it. And this just to so happens to be taking place in a house where I was bullied last year. Bad memories etc etc. What about you? Hope you're ok now though.
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I got really stressed out and pretty much had a good old panic about it. And this just to so happens to be taking place in a house where I was bullied last year. Bad memories etc etc.
sounds like PTSD?

....hmmm my day. well last night i had one of them dreams when everyfin seems perfect, and then you wake up back to this shit hole. u no, it gets to me. and today i been thinkin about my ex alot, regret break up with her now. things jus got in the way. ah anyways ye i hopefuly got the job, i've tryed homebase but the totaly blanked me the *******S!

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Blanked you? Homebase is boring anyway. Pah to them!

PTSD? For a while I thought it [memories of being bullied] may linger, which would have been very serious. But that wasn't what sent me into a panic. It just added to it. You know when you intentionally look for bad things to add anxiety? That's what I did.

Anyway, in the words of a band I forget the name of; don't ever think, ever think, ever think too much. :wink:
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ye they blanked me big time, i even went 2 the manager and he sed he wud get me in straight away.... i never saw or heard of him again. bob the builder mother****er. lol

Post-Traumatic-Stress-Disorder. stand up 4 your self! i never let no one bully me, i they tryed they would be walkin down the street with no front teeth right now. your a girl anyway so tahts a differnt story aint it lol bla bla bla chatshit.com....

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Physically standing up for myself would result in a criminal record. Nice idea, but I prefer dreaming about stabbing my bully than actually doing it.

You totally remind me of Science ala Big Brother. No offence intended!
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"Physically standing up for myself would result in a criminal record." ****!.

science? i never watched big brother but i no who he is, hes a real douche bag! but i aint, im koooool, crazy...but koooool. if i was in big bro i would call my self "Sex Education", not ****in science! lol what was he thinkin? proper geeeeek blud lol .....k ima shup now.

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You totally remind me of Science ala Big Brother. No offence intended!
what an irritating twat he was (apologies for non brit members, you had to see the show)
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gd to hear (read) that yetis, i feel great today to. must be the marshmellows, want 1?

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feeling so good today
bit of beer and a bit of metal always did the job for me no matter how down i am.
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After finding this site i dont feel so bad and alone anymore,even tho you are all many miles away its comforting to know im not alone(dont mean that in a bad way) i'll most likey be around on this forum for a while so get used to me :twisted: hope to get to know you all better.

Mood right now,tired but ok.
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Hey, not feeling that bad. Yesterday happened this thing(i got a thread about it), went for some jogging in the rain, really washed away the shame and put my mind right on track. I´m really easy on things, it happened it´s past. Chew it is only masochism, and that aint my thing.
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I'm feeling GREAT cause it's weekend wich means i don't have to go to my work for 2 days... :wink:
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I'm feeling okay - cooked a cake not so long ago and had some - it was lovely - exercise tomorrow! But that always makes me feel good - so it's all good.
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hmm feeling "OK" or average.

to be honest i havent felt excited about anything in a long time.
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I am feeling determined and nervous and excited because today I have finally decided to do something about my social phobia before it ruins my life.
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