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that's harsh for your dad to say that. i know it must be hard from the past, but now people are saying you're pretty so that's a bonus for you to accept a relationship. Thanks for your encouragement too.
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I'm bored now so i guess I'm not going to be staying at home all day tomorrow.
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I'm bored now so i guess I'm not going to be staying at home all day tomorrow.
So did you go out today? And what did you do?
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I'm really restless & nervy & anxious this morning (went abroad yesterday).

So i'm playing this & drinking early (in the morning):


AWAY WITH YOU ennui !!!

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I'm home. need to clean up before I can move back in.
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I'm home. need to clean up before I can move back in.
That’s good... good that you’re home, anyway. I hope things are going well in your recovery.
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I'm home. need to clean up before I can move back in.
Clean up? Do you absolutely have to? You just got out of hospital - your body needs rest in order to finish getting back to full health. Could you ask or offer to pay your sister to help with any necessary cleaning for a while?



I am right down the bottom of the well again.
Don't even care this time, which is new.
Finally fully realising what it means by it not being my fault.
If any stranger wants to criticise me, then I should offer to swap lives with them.
They would not last a month if they attempted to live in my life.
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What a complete waste of a mother-f*cking c*nt of a day i've had.

Mind's f*cked-up today, therefore i made dodgy choices, as you do. Junk in, junk out, etc.

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Listening to this:


(along with my drug of choice )

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I'm really restless & nervy & anxious this morning (went abroad yesterday).

So i'm playing this & drinking early (in the morning):

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aAITxlCsj4Y

AWAY WITH YOU ennui !!!
Thats some damn fine music you're listening to there Mister *tips hat*
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Surprisingly I felt good these past two days , but I have suppressed what I want to do due to anxiety and fear of the unknown. We will see if today is different.
That's great to hear. How r you doing now? I've had trouble waking up in time to do sth today.
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I really hope I would get the desire of my heart this year, it doesn't have to be everything but the things I would like this year.
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Not only do I not have anyone to do that for me, I know it wouldn't be possible. I just can't physically do it.
i have a sort of sleep problem too to do w/ medication I've taken for 5 years so you're not alone. We can relate.
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Im just finding things a bit overwhelming atm. All the stress from the rugs stuff is hard and in my face everyday. Also im dealing with changing my diet and aiming to shift some bulge - which when you mindlessly eat like mostly everyone- when you turn to consciously eat- your not numbing yourself with foods and all that stuff your feeling. So im feeling it and internalising things and getting quite quiet and tired. I feel depressed a bit and just want to sleep. I think I need some vitamin D lol.
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Like my life never really should’ve happened to begin with.
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Like my life never really should’ve happened to begin with.
That feeling has been a constant weight on my back for years.
It is such an acid-burning like feeling to experience, isn't it Graeme?
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An anagram of weird is wired.
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Clean up? Do you absolutely have to? You just got out of hospital - your body needs rest in order to finish getting back to full health. Could you ask or offer to pay your sister to help with any necessary cleaning for a while?



I am right down the bottom of the well again.
Don't even care this time, which is new.
Finally fully realising what it means by it not being my fault.
If any stranger wants to criticise me, then I should offer to swap lives with them.
They would not last a month if they attempted to live in my life.
I am getting a cleaner to do it. and will have a cleaner coming in every fortnight to keep it that way. my sister is helping to clean unpaid.
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