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Kiwong

Kiwong

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I actually went to a morning tea with other staff. It seemed to go Ok. Not too much self-analysing afterwards.

I am beginning to discover that if you can project a happy confident persona to the world social interaction can almost be pleasant.

Trouble is with severe anxiety that is well nigh impossible.

I am very heavily medicated to find this confidence.
 
theslowesthand

theslowesthand

Banned
Sick of solitaire, sick of tetris, sick of crosswords, processed spw. So NOW there is nothing to do. Back to boringsville then. :sad:
 
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Graeme1988

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
Who cares? I’m damned if I do, damned if I don’t. Struggling... alone as usual. ::(: But then my well-being means sweet f*ck-all to my family. They don’t even consider that I’ve been just as, if not more miserable these past few months. :sad:

I don’t think I’ll alive much longer at this rate, the way things are going.
Don’t think I was ever meant to happy in this life either. :crying:
 
Lionhearted

Lionhearted

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I wonder, if some of us were to organize and meet each other in real life, would it actually help us to s-o-c-i-a-l-i-s-e? Meeting other people with anxiety could be one of the best ways to actually experience what it feels like to talk with others who understand you as who you are. There could be a chance that anxiety can even be lost eventually, taking into consideration the possibility that everyone puts in their best efforts.

I've already seen that there's specific websites for meetups and all that - including for those who have social anxiety. The only problem would be the differences in nationalities. But putting that aside, it might actually help to start life anew - to try and overcome the anxiety, and be who you really want to be.
 
Graeme1988

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
My mother and I are pissed off... :veryangry: Finally, we're both feeling the same way about how things have been lately. :praying:
 
Graeme1988

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
Still sh%te - as has been the case for... Ah don't know how many months now. Feckin' family drama! :kickingmyself:

On the positive side, I just finished mixing an instrumental song that I spent most of today writing. First time I've done that in almost a year. So I'm quite happy in that respect, done summit productive for a change. :D

Maybe focusing my energy on a creative outlet is the way forward for me, instead of givin' a f*ck aboot ma family's problems? :question:
 
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DanielLewis

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Horrible. I quit my job today like I did my last few jobs because of chronic insomnia. My life is falling apart because of this. I just want to live peacefully with a decent paying job that I enjoy and a few friends but getting there seems impossible.
 
Graeme1988

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
Not well... Mouth ulcers, joint pains, f*ckin’ headaches. :sad:
In crabbit mood, as the expression goes, meaning I’m pissed off. :veryangry:

Cannae seem to get a moments peace, either. :kickingmyself: But wha gives a f*ck about me or my needs, huh? I’m just here to make others happy. Can’t move away. Can’t do f*ck all withoot some nosy c*nt insisting I justify my reason for doing so. :thumbdown:
 
theslowesthand

theslowesthand

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ALL my friends have become EX-friends - all but ONE. The rest all desert me, after a time, maybe after they get to know me. That suxs. The recent one isn't responding to my TXT messages - its just 100% DEAD SILENCE. Yep, that's a GREAT way to end a friendship, just BLANK/IGNORE them completely. But i hopefully got a couple of "digs" in, if he actually still is READING my TXTs. Thing is, i didn't to my knowledge say anything wrong/rude/etc, but one day a week ago, he seemed to decide not to respond anymore. And it's been driving me CRAZY, as people sh*t does that to me (i get neurotic & paranoid & angry). But if i had more friends, i suspect it wouldn't bother me as much as it does.

So, i'm having my "1-person party" as i do most nights - booze & music & flashing lights. As usual, NOBODY wants to EVER "party" with me. Maybe because i'm as boring as hell? Haven't got a life? Lacking fluid people skills?
 
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BlueDays

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MollyBeGood said:
I wish I was naive like I was when I was younger. Life was so much simpler then.
I don't like knowing what I know.
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^THIS!!!! :thumbup:
I know what you mean and I wish for it back too.
Sad that you have that ache too, Molly. :sad:



It's so very frustrating when you want more of something, but you can't have any more of it. :kickingmyself:

Like being lost in a desert - dying of thirst - and a nomad comes along and gives you 1 mouthful of water, then takes the water-pouch away from you and leaves.

Do you let the frustration consume you, be thankful that you got to have 1 mouthful of water, or just give up and slowly die. :thinking:
 
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