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Hot_Tamale

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My health insurance provider has been raising the price of my monthly premiums at the start of the new year for 2 years now even though my income has been steady the whole time. My paycheck is already tiny as it is. Well, imagine my surprise when they send me a letter in the mail telling me the company will no longer be offering individualized plans at the start of 2018. Excuse me for being loyal, excuse me for paying on time [almost] every month, and excuse me for staying relatively healthy and surgery-free the whole time I was forking over my money.
 
Graeme1988

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
Afraid. Really scared that I'm going to do summit really stupid in the heat of the moment. :sad: :crying:
 
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Graeme1988

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
theslowesthand said:
Take care of yourself graeme.
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Trying to... but it's a bit stressful having to do that when you've been forced to rely upon yer shitty, manipulative, controlling family most o' yer life. But hey, I used to doing stuff for myself. Lord knows, they rarely ever help me.

theslowesthand said:
Call a suicide hotline if you're worried. Just talking to sby can calm you down...
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Oh, sorry, should clarify: it's not me I'm worried about. Though, I am slightly concerned my temper'll git the better o' me once my mum gets home from Ireland. Because she f**kin' pestered and nagged at me in the week prior to her making the trip. And what happened on Tuesday, just past there, pissed me off and ruined ma whole week. :kickingmyself:
 
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AtTheGates

AtTheGates

Banned
very interesting . I'm strongly against solitary confinement unless its a last resort...like if a guy is literally biting and punching everyone around him, then he NEEDS to go to single-cell (iv never seen an inmate do something THAT extreme though but you get the idea).

inmates are placed in solitary confinement at a much higher rate than they SHOULD be. I wish there were better solutions . that kind of isolation is terrible. SOME inmates in there literally start cutting their wrists just to have something to do..just to have some kind of stimulus. some of them seriously have that "thousand yard stare" when you look at them through their window.

even hardened gang members are scared of going to solitary confinement...and what i mean by scared is: literally at the verge of tears at the thought of having to spend an extended period of time in solitary. (not just 3 days like in this video)





https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iqKdEhx-dD4
 
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GraybeardGhost

GraybeardGhost

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I feel like I'm sliding down a muddy slope at the top of a tall cliff. I could cry out for help and 30,000 people would hear me, but I'm too filthy and ashamed to do it. I'm slipping further every day, and come September, I go over the edge.
 
AtTheGates

AtTheGates

Banned
Hot_Tamale said:
I'm mashing the thank you button after watching that video. I noticed Michael from Vsauce in the thumbnail and I immediately thought it had to be a good one. I want to watch more of those episodes.
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I need to watch a few more of them too. that was the first episode iv seen. you should also watch some of Louis Theroux's documentaries .
 
theslowesthand

theslowesthand

Banned
Just another completely boring day. My standard day. Got the very basics done, nothing more than that. Can't help but see the glass as half empty - it's the way i think, and besides, the bad has a much greater effect on me than what little good i have each day.
 
Graeme1988

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
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^ This album's cover art pretty much sums up my life in 4 words. :sad:

Well, things seem pretty much back to normal. By which I mean me getting pissed off at family for being expected to know summit that they've failed to tell me, then they lie and say they did. C*nts! :kickingmyself:

Oh, and I'm expected to care for my mum and oldest sibling once they starting getting on in age - their words, not mine. Yay! More responsibilties. As if I don't enough for them as is. :eek:h: So, things ain't great.
 
theslowesthand

theslowesthand

Banned
Going crazy with boredom, but at least i'm not going crazy with loneliness. :thumbup:

I've got the "boredom blues". So i'm playing "crazy blues" music, which is apt.

Every day feels like i'm in an "isolation room".
Nothing much more than doom'n'gloom.
Nothing in it to allow my creativity to bloom.
So, at the end of the day i want out - BOOM!
Bad day, but the end is nigh .. HOORAY!
(PiP, Poetry in Progress ... <SUSPENDED>)

This is how tonight's music is panning out..
- The Great Guitars (3 great jazz guitarists)
- Van Halen
- Guns'N'Roses
- Jimi Hendrix (woodstock)

On 3rd can of beer, 2nd glass spirits. :brindis:
 
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Graeme1988

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
Stressed out to the point of mental breakdown. :kickingmyself: Ah feel like I'm unfairly burden with responsibilities beyond my capabilities. That and, y'know... Trust issues with my family - like they give a f**k. :thumbdown:

But, on a more positive note, my 1 litre bottle o' liquor arrived today. :brindis: Won't last long in ma hands, like. But f**k it... When yer family as bat-shit crazy and mental as mine - that's reason enough to drink (for better or worse).
 
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