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Old 02-19-2017
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barking dogs . lol. I like that analogy. thats pretty much what my partner was saying afterwards (he's been there almost a year) . generally when something like that happens , they're just BSing and dont intend to do ANYTHING..then the next time I see them its just water under the bridge . depending on how you handle the situation, they'll understand that you dont mess around and stop trying you..a few of them have already stopped trying to get to me .all I had to do is go like "what did you just say?!" and they're like "I didnt say anything , it wasnt me" and now they dont bother me anymore .

I let them get away with small things that I technically COULD write them up for (like hanging clothes in the wrong place, being in the bathroom during count, etc) but yelling at an officer and making threats is something I won't tolerate .

so yeah, a few of them already know what the deal is but there are still a handful of them that I might have to continue with..


might have to write some of them up today if they try me again....hopefully it'll just be a quiet day though and I can help some inmates with requests . I prefer those kind of days .
That sounds like a good plan, you're keeping a level head and maintaining perspective.

This will probably be you in a couple of weeks:



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That sounds like a good plan, you're keeping a level head and maintaining perspective.

This will probably be you in a couple of weeks:



haha..Idk about THAT....im too nice but then again maybe thats my achilles heel.



hopefully ill be able to put the rest of them in their place in the next couple weeks though.



btw thats a great movie . Tim Robbins was also good in Jacobs Ladder...it kind of reminded me of a more recent film called vanilla sky
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Of course you haven't been told the full story. Yer mum's gonna keep stum about much of it, as she's at fault - she's gonna blame him for absolutely everything, just like she blames you for everything. She has to protect her man-sized ego.
Uh-huh! I know that for a fact, because when I mentioned a past disagreement between us, my mum instantly shift all the blame onto me. And said I brought the argument on myself. Apparently, being disabled, I have to just let people do things for me, even when I don't ask them to


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There is one possibility that i've just realized now, that she mirrors your emotional tone, or that is, your low moods affect her quite a bit.
(I know that my mum isn't all negative/pessimistic nowadays, since i stopped being negative around her)
How's that? When she's the one constantly being negative. I just listen to her and agree, since she hates when she told she's wrong. She constantly discouraging from doing what I want to do, because she's not keen on it. I mean, my recent tattoo and operation last year had me almost in tears trying to explain to how it's always about her. Everything's being a pointless waste of time is another nihilistic gem. Or her endlessly compaining about how her life is shit. How men are useless, etc. Yet, if I point out the irony of these statements, she goes in the huff.

But whenever I complain about my life, I'm told to not be so dour, and life's what ya make it. Just saying, like, I rarely say anything negative or pessimistic. If I do, it's more a learnt habit from having to listen to my mum find fault in nearly everything.
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If I was alone right about now, I would attempt suicide. I am so...F**KING SICK OF THIS......OH SO SICK OF ALL OF IT.................FML. But nope ILL JUST PUT ON MY FAKE SMILE WITH MY FAKE CHARM AND CARRY ON LIKE ALL IS WELL....LIKE I ALWAYS F**KING DO.
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If I was alone right about now, I would attempt suicide. I am so...F**KING SICK OF THIS......OH SO SICK OF ALL OF IT.................FML. But nope ILL JUST PUT ON MY FAKE SMILE WITH MY FAKE CHARM AND CARRY ON LIKE ALL IS WELL....LIKE I ALWAYS F**KING DO.
Believe it or not I was once in yours shoes too. Three years ago I had a 2 hour a day job for the YMCA and didn't do much else during the day except for apply for the occasional better paying job. My parents were getting a little pissed off with me like I know you say yours are right now. I made a life changing decision when I lost my job at the YMCA to go back to school and now, 2 years later, I'm about to graduate. Has it helped any with my anxiety and depressive state of mind? I can't say it has to a large extent but it has given me prospects for the future whatever they might be. People in the world are generally self centered and egotistic so no one can make that life changing decision for you, but once you decide what its going to be you'll end up feeling better just like I did.
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Lethargic. Or, to put it another way, ah could give a f**k!

Caught between carrying on living, or killing myself. Getting to the point where I'm sick of hearing excuses being made for why my mum won't do something when I try to motivate her. Cuz that's my job now, encourage this short, fat-arsed, old woman to follow through on things when she says she needs to get things done. Instead of complain. Which, according to her, makes me a naggin' c**t. But, when she does that to me - which she does constantly - she's only trying to help me. And, still, every decision or suggestion I make is dismissed as "stupid".
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"Come nightfall, he will sally forth under cover of darkness to claim the royal bounty."

or

"Waiting for it to get dark so I can run to Burger King."
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Old 02-20-2017
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Right now i'm feeling "neh". As in, 'Neh, just another dumb day'.
Or 'Neh, i guess i should post something'
It's a made-up term, being neither overtly positive nor negative.
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I feel like a smashed mirror. I cant make sense of my emotions at the moment. I want to live but I want to die. I hate but love. I see the good in others but the bad too. I feel... disjointed.. dislocated.. fractured.. I cant stand how the people on this earth are. society is just f*cked.

I wish I could wipe almost everyone out and start again. If I could I would.
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I'm really feeling hungry at the moment. Unfortunately, I ran out of stocks.
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Old 02-22-2017
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Bad day. All i can do is go to bed really early. As nothing is working. I'm just sinking lower.
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Old 02-22-2017
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Very lonely feeling with a hint of depression. Just been watching anime and try to get lost in the character's worlds and forget about this one, but then, the episode ends and I'm back in this one.
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Old 02-22-2017
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Very lonely feeling with a hint of depression. Just been watching anime and try to get lost in the character's worlds and forget about this one, but then, the episode ends and I'm back in this one.

same here pretty much. I just recently beat dragon age inquisition, its DLC's AND the witcher 3, including all the DLC's




I need another gigantic game world to get lost in.
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been procrastinating getting ready to leave for work but now i have to get off my as$. : /
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same here pretty much. I just recently beat dragon age inquisition, its DLC's AND the witcher 3, including all the DLC's




I need another gigantic game world to get lost in.
Fantasy games are some of the best to get lost in, although I honestly don't play either of those series. Maybe i'll replay one of my favorite games ever soon, Shadow of the Colossus. Or maybe Metroid Prime. Both have great atmospheric worlds.
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Fantasy games are some of the best to get lost in, although I honestly don't play either of those series. Maybe i'll replay one of my favorite games ever soon, Shadow of the Colossus. Or maybe Metroid Prime. Both have great atmospheric worlds.
I really enjoyed the metroid prime series on GameCube . Have you played the last guardian yet? Iv heard its similar to shadow of the colossus . I'm currently finishing up rise of the tomb raider . It's alright but doesn't really do it for me .
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I really enjoyed the metroid prime series on GameCube . Have you played the last guardian yet? Iv heard its similar to shadow of the colossus . I'm currently finishing up rise of the tomb raider . It's alright but doesn't really do it for me .
I've waited for TLG for 8 years, lol. I still remember the reveal back in 09. Sadly I still haven't been able to play it yet due to not having a PS4. But the up side to that is when I do finally get it it'll have dropped in price quite a bit so it's all good.

Cool if I add you? We could chat sometime about games and whatnot if you'd like.
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Fantasy games are some of the best to get lost in, although I honestly don't play either of those series. Maybe i'll replay one of my favorite games ever soon, Shadow of the Colossus. Or maybe Metroid Prime. Both have great atmospheric worlds.
You're the only other person I know that loves SOTC, its a fantastic open world game, I've beaten it so many times I've lost count.
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Old 02-22-2017
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Depression seems to have got the better of me, lately.

Also, not feeling to great. Got a stomach bug.
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I've waited for TLG for 8 years, lol. I still remember the reveal back in 09. Sadly I still haven't been able to play it yet due to not having a PS4. But the up side to that is when I do finally get it it'll have dropped in price quite a bit so it's all good.

Cool if I add you? We could chat sometime about games and whatnot if you'd like.
sure! that would be great
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