Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
Turns out it's a laptop issue. Network connectivity error. :idontknow:
Now I've just gotta figure out how to resolve it? :thinking:
How are you feeling?
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Turns out it's a laptop issue. Network connectivity error. :idontknow:
Now I've just gotta figure out how to resolve it? :thinking:
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
Good thing I had patience to waited it out, despite the frustration. Looks this wee problem has resolved itself.
erfect:
theslowesthand
Banned
Well, they're sayin all this .. but doesn't mean it's true. It's whether you believe in their lies or not, that's the important thing.
theslowesthand
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Good thing I had patience to waited it out, despite the frustration. Looks this wee problem has resolved itself.
It was probably both those cases. :thumbup:
MollyBeGood
Well-known member
Since I have been having a decrease of stress and anxiety my sucidal thoughts have almost vanished. What a relief I hope it lasts more than a few weeks. But odds are I will fall back into that thinking pattern. Maybe these holistic pills will having some real staying power though? I will remain hopeful. Plus the weather is warming and the days are getting longer so there's that to look foward to. I forgot how amazing it feels to walk in the woods and be in nature. I hope I can get into the mountains soon!
PugofCrydee
You want to know how I got these scars?
Feeling good.. getting all the major renovations completed on my house (yes, mostly done by me) Be glad when they're finally done!
MollyBeGood
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Feeling like getting really drunk but it's only Thurs.
s h i t.
s h i t.
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
Do I believe them? Not, really. But my mum is so convinced she's correct that I just go along with it. Since, ah tend to cause arguments whenever I attempt to challenge her views, and she doesnae like that. So... :idontknow:
Ah mean, for f**k sake, she doesnae even give me a straight, honest answer whenever I do question her reasons for always being so controllng; it's always either a joke answer or this cold, anger, narrow-eyed stare.
Since I'm never allow to express any criticism of them, given all things they do for me. But they are always quick to judge me.
Plus, it's kinda difficult to reason with a pathological liar who uses emotional blackmail to get their way. I mean, I'm just trying to do what I believe is right for me, and my family seem determined to dictate my choices in life.
One of the downside to being the youngest in the family, I suppose? Yer always seen as the baby, the naive fool, the joke or the black sheep o' the family.
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
I think I'll buy myself some wine. A pack of miniatures, ah think? :question:
Tend to go a bit mental downing a full bottle to masel' within the space of a few days. Not that ah drive to get shit-faced, more outta boredom, really.
Since there's f**k else to do in the boring, infamous wee toon, in which I live.
Also, I'm kinda nervous - just booked ma appointment to get ma first tattoo done. Next week in the afternoon. No doubt, this'll cause another f**kin' argument with my mum:h:
She's a bit of a Doomsday optimist, my mother. Always positive that the worst is gonnae happen.
Tend to go a bit mental downing a full bottle to masel' within the space of a few days. Not that ah drive to get shit-faced, more outta boredom, really.
Since there's f**k else to do in the boring, infamous wee toon, in which I live.
Also, I'm kinda nervous - just booked ma appointment to get ma first tattoo done. Next week in the afternoon. No doubt, this'll cause another f**kin' argument with my mum:
"Oh, ye cannae dae that... Whit'll folk think? They'll stare it ye - give ye funny look! Think yer a druggie or summit!
h:She's a bit of a Doomsday optimist, my mother. Always positive that the worst is gonnae happen.
PugofCrydee
You want to know how I got these scars?
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
F**k! That's bleak. Sorry to hear, man. :sad:
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defiance
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Thanks man. It's been a part of me for a while now so I just accept it. When you are like this, attachment to anything becomes super difficult to achieve. You're either numb or in mental agony. That's all there is to look forward to.
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
Oh, I know. I'm like that myself. Numb, unable to feel any sort of attachment to much, if anything. Desperately hoping that rediscovering my love of playing the guitar can lift me outta this rut I'm in and gimme a sense of purpose.
raying:
defiance
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Oh, I know. I'm like that myself. Numb, unable to feel any sort of attachment to much, if anything. Desperately hoping that rediscovering my love of playing the guitar can lift me outta this rut I'm in and gimme a sense of purpose.
Well best of luck to you. Hope you find what you're looking for.
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
Here's hoping. But thanks, noetheless. :thumbup: I hope you'll be okay as well.
theslowesthand
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theslowesthand
Banned
I ain't heard that turn o' phrase before! She's a hard case, eh? Hehe
theslowesthand
Banned
Give it time, defiance. Things might get worse in the short-term, but in the long-term time invariably "sorts things out". :thumbup:
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
I ain't heard that turn o' phrase before! Hehe
Just made that one up. :bigsmile: My family's uninhibited eccentricity must be rubbing off on me.
mg: I just couldn't thinking of better way of describing my mum's tendency to be constantly negative.vAt least, she's that way around me. Also, I'm adding that to list of potential song titles. Yep! That's how bored I've been lately. Just throwing together random song titles & band names in a Word document. :idontknow: