theslowesthand
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"Comfortable agony" is about the best i can get in life nowadays. Somewhere between torment and torture. :sad:
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How are you feeling?
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Opaline
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After I moved out of the last place I lived, I felt really peaceful for a long time after I got over the initial adjustment. Lately though I haven't felt so great, and today I woke up not wanting to face life at all.
Oy vey, my brain :sad: I know it won't last. I just wish I was more emotionally... stable, I guess.
Oy vey, my brain :sad: I know it won't last. I just wish I was more emotionally... stable, I guess.
defiance
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I hear you. For what it's worth I can relate perfectly to what you have said here. For me it is a combination of my mental defects that hold me back and how that affects the people around me that ultimately puts me in the "comfortable agony" category.
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
Overwhelmed. Stressed.. Knackered to the point o' burn out. This feckin' rehab and recovery is being the bane o' ma f**kin' existence at the moment. Constantly at the forefront o' ma mind. :kickingmyself:
Ah huv'nae even hud time to just reflect on the past few months, like properly. That's probably ma only regret about huvin the orthopedic surgery, nae real rest in the sense o' takin' ma mind off it for a moment.
Everybuddy else's expectations o' how I should be come January 6th, 2017 is quite daunting to contemplate. Kinda worried that ah might huv done summit wrong in those initial few weeks being housebound doing exercises?
On tha good side, I'm going to one of my favourite band in Glasgow 4 days afore Christmas.
Ah huv'nae even hud time to just reflect on the past few months, like properly. That's probably ma only regret about huvin the orthopedic surgery, nae real rest in the sense o' takin' ma mind off it for a moment.
Everybuddy else's expectations o' how I should be come January 6th, 2017 is quite daunting to contemplate. Kinda worried that ah might huv done summit wrong in those initial few weeks being housebound doing exercises?
On tha good side, I'm going to one of my favourite band in Glasgow 4 days afore Christmas.
GraybeardGhost
Well-known member
It's getting worse. The life. I don't want it anymore.
LoyalXenite
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utterly exhausted by life and struggling to find any kind of hope for the future
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
:sad: Same here, sadly.
defiance
Well-known member
I know the feeling. I ask myself this question during the mornings. "If today is more than likely going to be like yesterday and the day before.....what am I living for?" Then I carry on with my day only to have the same thing happen over and over. The circumstances may change but the internal conflict is one and the same. I use the term groundhog day a lot here because that is how I honestly see my life. Living the same day and the same mental hell over and over with no end in sight.
nodejesque
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So freaking glad its Friday. Home sweet home.
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
This is how I've been feelin', lately. :sad:
Jungle
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Don't worry Opaline, here in SocialPhobiaWorld, You Are Not Alone ! :kiss:
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Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
Emasculated. Don't why I bother speaking at all. :kickingmyself:
Might as well abandon any hope I had for that independent, happy future life that I hope for year ago, and settle into a family life where I continue to be contradicted, ignored, mocked and blatantly lied to. And utterly miserable. :sad:
Might as well abandon any hope I had for that independent, happy future life that I hope for year ago, and settle into a family life where I continue to be contradicted, ignored, mocked and blatantly lied to. And utterly miserable. :sad:
