How are you feeling?

Opaline

Opaline

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Without this forum I don't think I would have been able to cope half as well with crap as I have. It really makes a difference.

I have to go to my grandfather's office today with the rude secretary. Dreading it. Still feel bad about yesterday. Another day of survival. Here's hoping.
 
Phoenixx

Phoenixx

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MikeyC said:
Great! Something nice happened at work today. Two little girls who had given me birthday gifts a couple of weeks ago came up to me and one told me that it was nice to see me. I should point out these girls are no older than ten years old.

One of the teachers at the school I work at gave me a Lindt chocolate bunny. Before I left work, I saw one of the girls and gave the bunny to her. She was so happy and thanked me a hundred times. She gave me a big smile and a wave as I was leaving.

I felt great for that piece of altruism, even though I really wanted that bunny!

If all people were like these little girls, there would be no war.
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^ Oh my gosh, that's adorable! You're awesome! This post just put a big smile across my face. :D:thumbup:

If everyone shared their chocolate like you did, I don't think there'd be any wars either. ;)


I'm feeling a lot better today than I did yesterday, so far. Hope it lasts.
 
springk

springk

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I wonder if I am the only one who hates the place where I live ?!! I have always been the odd one out..never fitted in society. When almost everyone is happily accepting I am the one rebeling.
 
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jc972

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BlueDays said:
I have so much anger in me.
It is extremely frustrating because no matter what I do, I can not get rid of it.:veryangry:
It is starting to scare me. Like I feel doing something radical is the only way I can get it out. I have scary thoughts going through my head.

I have tried exercising, music, reading, baking, thinking positive thoughts, keeping busy, distraction, movies, eating nice food, writing down my thoughts. :sad:

Nothing is removing or quelling this intense rage stuck inside me.:veryangry: :sad:
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Have you tried a punching bag? I used one for a long time and it helped quite a bit. Its great for bouts of violence that need a semi positive way out.
 
dottie

dottie

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Had an interview today and experienced an anxiety attack through the duration of it, per usual. It was obvious. If they hire me, wonderful. If not, wonderful.
 
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jc972

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This is how I'm feeling. I have a burn/blister right under my eye and another blister above my eye. And this, ladies and gentlemen, is why workers wear safety glasses!
 

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jc972

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dottie said:
Yeah. I try. A lot. :/

Doesn't Australia have safety training and proper PPE? Geez. Be careful!
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I wouldn't know. I'm from Tennessee, USA. I was standing too close and a machining tool broke, totally my F-up. I'm actually supposed to wear the glasses but i was wiping sweat off my face and took them off for a minute. That's when it happened. Momentary brain fart so to speak.
 
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BlueDays

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Opaline said:
Without this forum I don't think I would have been able to cope half as well with crap as I have. It really makes a difference.

I have to go to my grandfather's office today with the rude secretary. Dreading it. Still feel bad about yesterday. Another day of survival. Here's hoping.
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^Good luck with the mean secretary, Opal. Walk in with a frown on your face, maybe she won't talk to you if she gets the impression your in a foul mood?:thinking:

jc972 said:
Have you tried a punching bag? I used one for a long time and it helped quite a bit. Its great for bouts of violence that need a semi positive way out.
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^ That did cross my mind before actually, but I rent an 80 year old cottage. There is nowhere strong enough to attach it too. I can't install a hook in the roof anywhere because I don't own the place.
I have thought of ways to secure a pillow (not permanently) hanging, but it's just not the same punching something as light as feather like a pillow. :eek:h:
Thanks for your suggestion though, jc.
 
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jc972

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BlueDays said:
^Good luck with the mean secretary, Opal. Walk in with a frown on your face, maybe she won't talk to you if she gets the impression your in a foul mood?:thinking:


^ That did cross my mind before actually, but I rent an 80 year old cottage. There is nowhere strong enough to attach it too. I can't install a hook in the roof anywhere because I don't own the place.
I have thought of ways to secure a pillow (not permanently) hanging, but it's just not the same punching something as light as feather like a pillow. :eek:h:
Thanks for your suggestion though, jc.
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Hang it from a tree outside? Then the neighbors will fear you ha ha
 
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jaim38

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I hope I won't be punished for my thoughts. I can't help thinking in certain ways, but I try hard to not let my thoughts turn into reality of course. My negative experiences from the past also made me who I am today, I can't pretend that certain things never happened. Some people go through life without experience much conflict at all. I wonder if they're lucky.
 
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