Not very well. I'm still battling severe anxiety and depression. Also, a good friend (that I actually met on here ages ago) wrote me a not-so-friendly message on Facebook earlier today and has subsequently deleted me. I'm not victimizing myself here, but I would like to know what the hell his problem is with me all of a sudden. I don't know why I'm upset about it since he can simply go f*ck himself.
Well, if he doesn't want anything to do with you, then leave. You can go make more friends, whether it's in real life or on here
. And it bothers you probably because he was a good friend to you, as you said. Rejection from the average person hurts, but rejection from a friend is worse. You trusted them. But, that's the thing about friendships, and relationships in general. Sometimes, time wears them down to dust. All we can do is appreciate it for what it was and move on. You'll be okay Lady.
And Tally, you've got to come to terms with your heartache. It's not going to go away unless you look it straight in the eye and accept it.
Your dark thoughts are a part of you; that's just the way it is. You need to accept that they are a
part of you, not the
whole you. We all have those nasty parts of ourselves that we don't want to admit are true, but they are. Facing yourself hurts, but it's the only way to overcome it and move on from it.