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superfluouslyme

superfluouslyme

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Long, boring day. I did get into Pottermore, though. And surprisingly, I put in the Gryffindor house. Now I have to fight the urge to stay online all night and go to bed. Must go to bed. Pottermore will be there in the morning. Go to bed, bitch!

Sorry, it's a little motivational tool of mine. :D
 
Srijita52

Srijita52

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superfluouslyme said:
Long, boring day. I did get into Pottermore, though. And surprisingly, I put in the Gryffindor house. Now I have to fight the urge to stay online all night and go to bed. Must go to bed. Pottermore will be there in the morning. Go to bed, bitch!

Sorry, it's a little motivational tool of mine. :D
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Good night superfluouslyme :) I hope you go to bed soon ;)
 
MikeyC

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superfluouslyme said:
Long, boring day. I did get into Pottermore, though. And surprisingly, I put in the Gryffindor house. Now I have to fight the urge to stay online all night and go to bed. Must go to bed. Pottermore will be there in the morning. Go to bed, bitch!

Sorry, it's a little motivational tool of mine. :D
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Hob-nobbing with Harry Potter. Well done. :)
 
Kiwong

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My anxiety was a problem at times this weekend, mostly I did good, I talked to heaps of people, but the few times I think I stuffed up are troubling me. Have I alienated people who have been kind to me?
 
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Vampayah88

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Tired about the stupid war between my parents. Tired about my so called dad being a fvcking ashole and not caring about his own family, he knows how depressed mom is and that she needs support, especially now while going through that civil lawswit shes going through with that cretin doctor who done a BAD job and still refuses to give mom her money back.
She won't stop talking about this every single day and it's giving me a headache and I'm losing my patience, which makes me feel SO bad :(I don't know how to help her.
 
Srijita52

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Vamp said:
Tired about the stupid war between my parents. Tired about my so called dad being a fvcking ashole and not caring about his own family, he knows how depressed mom is and that she needs support, especially now while going through that civil lawswit shes going through with that cretin doctor who done a BAD job and still refuses to give mom her money back.
She won't stop talking about this every single day and it's giving me a headache and I'm losing my patience, which makes me feel SO bad :(I don't know how to help her.
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I'm so sorry you're going through all these Vamp. I don't know what to say but I hope every thing gets better *hugs*
 
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Vampayah88

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Srijita52 said:
I'm so sorry you're going through all these Vamp. I don't know what to say but I hope every thing gets better *hugs*
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Thanks again Srijita52.

Shes crying and keeps saying her own family doesn't care about her, and I don't blame her for saying this, the one person who should support her the most, my dad, doesn't give a shi.t and has been an ******* these few months and hasnt talked to her, for NO REASON at all, I really can't understand him. My brother cares about noone but himself.
So its only me left and I feel useless because I can't do anything, I see how much shes suffering, shes crying,shes in pain, she keeps repeating that nobody is thinking of her, that I dont care at all, over and over again, and its KILLING me and my head is exploding now.
I want to go to sleep now and never wake up.

Sry i just need to get this out.
 
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lonely_drummer

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MikeyC said:
That's no good, my friend. Your music is pretty great, if that's any consolation.
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Thanks bud. I'm just realizing that this happens, I been feeling so good lately and I'm just riding the wave, I was up now I'm just down which is needed I guess. I'm also seeing why I got so anxious lastnight, me and one of my band mates were talking about the band and he just randomly brings up that once we start playing, I am going to be the one to be seen as the leader. I was like, "what!?" :confused: he said its because I write most of the music and that I lay guitar, argggg, that's too much pressure. But on a good note, our last band member missing in action is our bass player and he's coming back in 10 days. He is my best and closest friend and I miss him a lot and can't wait to see him. I just might cry
 
Srijita52

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Vamp said:
Thanks again Srijita52.

Shes crying and keeps saying her own family doesn't care about her, and I don't blame her for saying this, the one person who should support her the most, my dad, doesn't give a shi.t and has been an ******* these few months and hasnt talked to her, for NO REASON at all, I really can't understand him. My brother cares about noone but himself.
So its only me left and I feel useless because I can't do anything, I see how much shes suffering, shes crying,shes in pain, she keeps repeating that nobody is thinking of her, that I dont care at all, over and over again, and its KILLING me and my head is exploding now.
I want to go to sleep now and never wake up.

Sry i just need to get this out.
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The fact that you're there for her really means a lot. She might not realise it now cos she's so depressed but sometimes being beside her and just listening is a huge help. Also take care of yourself as well, try to do something that you like, listen to your favourite songs or watch movies or hang out with your friend, just take your mind off these things for a while. Hang in there Vamp.
 
MikeyC

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Vamp said:
Sry i just need to get this out.
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What an awful situation. Why is your dad doing that? It doesn't make sense.

lonely_drummer said:
Thanks bud. I'm just realizing that this happens, I been feeling so good lately and I'm just riding the wave, I was up now I'm just down which is needed I guess. I'm also seeing why I got so anxious lastnight, me and one of my band mates were talking about the band and he just randomly brings up that once we start playing, I am going to be the one to be seen as the leader. I was like, "what!?" :confused: he said its because I write most of the music and that I lay guitar, argggg, that's too much pressure. But on a good note, our last band member missing in action is our bass player and he's coming back in 10 days. He is my best and closest friend and I miss him a lot and can't wait to see him. I just might cry
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Ups and downs happen. It sucks we can't always be up.

Nothing wrong with band leader. I reckon you could handle it quite well. If it's really going to be too much pressure for you, take a step back and tell them that you don't want that responsibility.

Your bass player will love to see you. :)
 
jonas89

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I dont feel well,, woke up with this awful headache, and kinda sad because today it would have been dads birthday :(
 
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lonely_drummer

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MikeyC said:
What an awful situation. Why is your dad doing that? It doesn't make sense.


Ups and downs happen. It sucks we can't always be up.

Nothing wrong with band leader. I reckon you could handle it quite well. If it's really going to be too much pressure for you, take a step back and tell them that you don't want that responsibility.

Your bass player will love to see you. :)
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yeah it does suck we can't feel good all the time but its the changes that make us feel that way. If we never felt sad, we wouldn't know what true happiness is. life is nothing but this wave of up and down, its just some of our waves are bigger than others.

Yeah I don't really want to set this image of leader or anything, we're all in it together, no one is more or less important than the other person. I think its just cuz we don't have a singer, so next person set as leader is usually the guitarist. And I can tell lately that they've been hinting for me to sing during live shows, instead of just being instrumental. I dunno though, we'll have to see when things come down to it. But I believe we are going to be playing our first show the last weekend in May for a local music fest, it should be pretty good.
 
Phoenixx

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polishgirl said:
I feel lonely. I need people around me and over the course of the last three months I have hardly been surrounded by any. I feel like this move has proven me of my deepest fears: i cannot function in a new society. It's been three months and I STILL spend my weekends alone... If I keep hiding at home, I might lose all the social skills I have left and close myself even more...

Additionally, tomorrow is my birthday and I'm so so so stressed out. What if nobody even cares enough to wish me a happy birthday?

Ahhh, hopefully you guys are in a better place right now :)
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^ Hang in there polishgirl. Adjusting to a new area is hard, but you will get settled eventually, it just takes time.

Also, happy birthday! Hope tomorrow (today?) is a great day for you! :)
 
Feeling_Nothing

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Just got back from my airsoft event, had a lot of fun, met some new people and had the opportunity to practise my conversation skills with the other gender :)

All in all, a good day. Now back to being lonely !
 
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