xtina_fan81
Well-known member
last saturday i was supposed to be going out with a couple of friends ( i asked more but only they could make it) and we had arranged it all and then the last minute one of them cant afford what we were going to do because of problems with her car. that alone doesnt bother me, i mean i know people have other commitments despite the fact that i dont really. it was part just my ongoing bad luck that it had to happen just as we had arranged to do something. but what peed me off was that then they didnt really make any effort..we went for dinner somehwere instead..they didnt make hardly any effort with what they wore and i just felt like such a lack of thought goes into things. the thing is they dont thnk anything of it cos they have sepereate social lives that dont include me so going out with friends is no big deal to them. for me it was cos i hardly EVER get to go out. it was sposed to be a fun christmas get together but we were home within an hour. they dont think anything of it becsue they know they're going to be going out and about the following weekends and ALWAYS have things planned, whereas im thinking i have noidea when im gonna have another opportunity to go out. something always happens when i suggest doing something and thts why i dont bother much. im just a third wheel to everyone anyway. it just annoys me how people are just concerned with their own lives and dont think about the face tht not everyone has it.